Wednesday, January 31, 2007
SCREW YOU!
I need no concern nor attention. I just suck. Thanks for everything. I'll be fine.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
First and foremost, to my BOTAK BOY, I'm loving and missing you each day. I will always be waiting for your call no matter what. So, dont hesitate to call me in the weee hours aye? Muahs!
So, school was average today. Had a test for AUTOCAD. Based on isometric projection. Was umm.. OKAY- lahh kinda test. Managed to finish it up way before the time given. Knew had mistakes here and there but refused to change them. Hoho. Once it's over, i'll never want to look at it again. Hoho. So i told the teacher this.. "You want to take, take lah. I'm done." haha!
Took the train back home with Benjamin, Joseph and YuDe. We were debating like nobody's business lah! And Ben, he's forever talking crap! He said.. he can tell a person's age just by looking at the texture of one's hand. Like wth?! Alright, Ben I knew you've got no other topic to talk that's why you've decided to come up with such an incorrigible or rather dumb topic. haha! Oh oh, and I asked Ben to define pretty. And he said.. " To me, PRETTY is being tall, cute, innocent and less than 68kg!" Oh my god! That is so uber ridiculous Ben! What's with the 68kg hurrr? And oh oh, please horrr.. doesnt mean if a girl is short, she aint pretty horr. In fact they look cuter lah can! Hoho. And I'm going to tell Huiwen, what you just said to me. Hoho! BENJAMIN, you're DEAD!
One box of chocolate down. One box and one more bar to go! hoho. =)
BOTAK BOY, you need to get me lots of chocolates to suffice for one whole week when you're away. Heeee.. Miss you truckloads lah! huhu.<3>
`BOTAK BOY'S GF.
The purpose of posting this entry is to tell everyone including babylove that I miss my BOTAK BOY! Seriously. After hearing news from Nurul that his officer called his home to ask if he's at home, that already startled me. Oh my.. where did you go boy? Dont do anything stupid okays love? I will always be waiting here for you. =)
`BOTAK BOY'S GF. ♥
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Luke has already booked in. And i'm on the phone with him now! heeee. Just hope, he's going to be fine there.
So yah.. yesterday, we went to beach road to shop for his NS stuffs. And he bought be a top for just $10.90! and i so love it lah can! heee. Then off to bugis, to get my jeans! And dearest Lin, i got it for 23 bucks! heee. I cannot find the shop where you got your jeans from. heh. Afterr hunting for my jeans, we went hunting for food. But everywhere seemed to be packed! I got all fed up! And decided to leave. haha!
Next destination, Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Luke, got his knee x-trayed. And he got two weeks off for light duty. Stay strong kay love? Gonna misss ya! *winks*
And so, today.. went to my grandad's place to pay him a visit. And after that, half of the Yusof's family went down Causeway Point to shop and had dinner together! hee. It was fun i say. On the way home, me and my lil cousins camwhored all the way under the shelter. haha! More pictures beloww. Heeee!
`Fyd.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Uhuh.. I'm all hapcited for tmr! Yay! Firstly, I'm done with all the projects! Was it yesterday when I get all stressed up and pressurisedd?? haha! errr.. okay. Hee.. So yah, I was relieved after Patrick gave me a hand on the PCB project that didnt seem to be working yesterday. All thanks to Patrick for the help! I really do appreciate it alot lah! He really made a wonderful job! And made me feel all hapcited once again!
So, the game show was rather laggy. But we managed to pull it through. It's okay if we arent the best group, but we sure did our best today! Thanks to Feng Ting who seemed to be doing most of the thinking and preparations. If it's not because of her, we couldn't imagine how our game show is going to be like! So yahh.. having a team leader like her is such a wonderful experience! Nicee knowing her tho. And to Huihui and Joseph, we made it! heeee. We must be happy you knoww! Despite knowing that we didnt really do much. =)
Today was a blast! I had lots of fun. I dont know why. Even though my morning was a lil sucky, but it seemed fine afterr that. I was late for the presentation due to some circumstances. But Mrs Leong was rather okay. She's the best lahh can! haha. Afterr finishing that whole PCB project then I could finally give a smile and laughter. Heeee. And seriously, I gone crazy just now! Especially when Huiwen started to seduce like EVERYONE? haha! You better watch your step Huiwen. Hoho. To Linlin, please finishh up your business tonight okay? Cos when you feel like doing it, I'll have the urge to do the same thing. Huhu. Okay, that sounds rather umm.. weird? hah. Nvm. Went home happily and eat for breakfast and lunch. 2 in 1. hoho! Been saving lately for my babylove. So yah.. Hee..
To Lukee, welcome back tmr! haha. We sure do miss you alott lahh! I cannot wait to see how dark you get and also how bald is your head! haha! No matter what, I'll still love you lah gemok! hoho. Take care alright? See ya tmrrr! *jumps around*
`Fyd.
Even though I got so worked up with you for shouting at me on the phone, I still need you right by my side. I need your support. I need your attention. This feelings have never fade since the first day I knew you. Cos I believe you're the only one who could save me and take care of me. You give me strength to move on. And for sure, you're the key to make me smile again.
Despite knowing that I'll get hurt even with you, I'm all prepared to overcome them. Overcome every obstacle that is falling upon me. All this sacrifices I made is just for you. I'm trying very hard to stay focus and not to go overboard. I'll try to stay within my limitations the very best I could. So you dont really have to worry about me cos I'll be fine.
For that, I would like to say thanks for being mine. And I just hope you will always be mine and me being yours. About the surprise, it's for real. But i'll just have to keep denying until I first see you on friday. I'm really looking forward to meet you. I hope you feel the same too. =)
Take care love.
`Fyd.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Usually, my wednesdays would be just fine. Early dismissal at 3pm when the lessons only start at 12pm. But today despite the fact that I'm sick, I still could drag myself to school with my drowsy head and empty stomach. After which I stayed behind to meet Amin just to do that annoying PCB project.
After much adjustments, it still refuse to work. So yah.. according to that fcuking annoying PCB teacher of mine, if it cant work.. i'll fail. And that simply means, after 10-11 wks of designing the PCB board and 14 wks going 15 of enduring her annoying attitude, it's just a waste. Furthermore, her module is not that important at all. So yah.. all the best to me.
To Luke, thanks for shouting at me. You just made me feel worst. I tried very hard to understand every single situation that you're going through there. And all I need is for you to do the same thing. But, you failed. Sigh. Nvm. Perhaps, I'm crying now. Thanks for doing just that. =)
`Fyd.
Monday, January 22, 2007
Okay, i'm just simply bored now that i have to blog. I finished school as early as 11.45 am. So much for the programming project, yet there's still a test going on in school. Like wth! And i definitely screwed the paper up, i tell you! And Rave, pray hard to pass hor. Cos I dont think I can pass. If not, we will both fail together. haha! So yah.. we'll pray VERY hard hor.
So yahh, chat with Mas, Ayuni and Farhan, Fariz, another Farhan, and more ah. It was great lah chatting with them. Then the best part was when the two utmost irritating people started to irritate me with their potato chips and bubble tea! They knew that i craved for chocolates, ice cream,potato chips,fried mars bars and bubble tea. And yet, they made me jealous just by having them at that very moment in their arms! Worst still, FARHAN MAZLAN SHAH have Ben & Jerry's ice cream in his fridge! Few tubs i tell you! So uber irritating lah can! And NUR AYUNI HAZWANI, she got lotss of chocolates at home! So evil you know!
The best part was when I changed myu MSN nick to.. "Okay, I have two evil friends. Namely NUR AYUNI HAZWANI and FARHAN MAZLAN SHAH." Then someone msged me in MSN saying something that I'm not suppose to know. haha! nvm. Chaz, call me once you read this. You need to knoww. Heee.. =)
And to Fariz, you better jaga your smelly BOASTER hor. haha! From BOLSTER to BOASTER! What only this guyy! Come, I can teach you spelling kays if you want. haha!
Lastly, to my baby who's not going to read this. I miss you lah can! I think the whole world knows I miss you so much! haha. I cant wait for Friday! Dont disappoint me again okay? Pleasee.. Heeee. I got a surprise for you!! Heee.. I cannot wait ahh. Too excited already! heee.
Love you lahh! Muahss!
`Fyd.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Oh oh oh.. I'm so eager to update! heeks heeks? haha! nah.. that was Ayuni's hiccup! heee. So so, how was my day today? It was fantabulously fantastically uberrr FUNN! Uhuhh.. I mean REAL FUN! Here is how it goes..
Jun woke me up at 6.15 am instead of 5.45am! hoho. So yah.. thanks for waking me a bit later so at least, I could have my sleep extended. Heh. Reached Jurong Polyclinic's bus stop around 7.45 am. And bumped into Nabil, my primary school mate who's actually Luke's ex neighbour in Hougang! Such a coincidence aye? Heee. So yah.. was complaining to him.. why i was there at that hour. I told him because Luke left me alone for NS, and so I'll have to be more friendly and asked Jun if i could go along with her for the CCA Fair at Jurongville Secondary School.
Everything has changed indeed. Despite the nice new paintings of the school buildings, the inside was uber terrible! haha. Seriouss! The new paintings were much more better than the previous one. Quite proud lah.. but still.. haha! Nvm. The Angklung Club and the Malay Dance group have merged to be known as The Malay Cultural Club. Initially, it was a separate individual. It's better to see them merging, cos it looks merrier and livelier! haha. Okay whatever fydah! heee.
Kays enough of that already.
At 10.30 am, we left the school compound and headed to Jurong East Library to waitt for Princess Ayuni. She had to attend her driving lesson at BBDC, so me and Jun decided to camwhore. And we did camwhore lah! There are lots and lots of pictures to be uploaded! haha. When Ayuni arrived, we camwhored again! haha. Then we headed to town to have our lunch. My eyes were darn heavy lah in the train. But i got no one's shoulder to rest my head on cos Luke isnt around. Cos that's what i did everytime in the train. Get sleepy. Hehs. Ayuni did offer her shoulder, but her shoulder too small lah. Not nice! haha. Kidding! Ayuni's gonna strangle me, i tell you! heee.
Reached Far East Plaza, the threesome were super hungry! Like usual. Hehs. I had fried kway teow with ice lemon tea, Jun had fried rice with bandung and Ayuni had Hor Fun with bandung. The food was average lah. Cant help it already, uber hungry lah! Guess what? I actually finished up Ayuni's plate lah! And I did eat Jun's rice too. Like 3 to 4 spoonful lah. Damn BUNCIT, i tell you. But who caress? The bf still loves me. haha! Like real only fiddie. Heeee. =)
After lunch, we went window shopping. But Jun kept complaining lah can! Tired lah.. warm lahh.. Aiyer, like mak nenek lei you JUN! Then this Ayuni also, not tired ah.. walk2. I was tired too hor. But I didnt want to complain! haha. Minutes later.. rain was pouring heavily like nobody's business lah. We sat outside Heeren and camwhored. Soon after, got chase away by the security. Hmpf! Nvm lor.. we camwhored enough already! haha. Then finally Ayuni realised that she brought an umbrella after 30 mins of waiting for the rain to stop, but it didnt! 3 person to 1 small pathetic umbrella. My shoes were damn wet lah! They forced me to just continue walking! Sad you know! Hmpf.
Finally, we reached home. As in, my place lah. All slacked around on my lovely comfy bed, camwhored again, hugged my lovely teddy bear and more lah! And JUN finally is offered a job at UTOPIA where Nana is working now! So lucky lei you! Hmpf. Nvm! Jun and Nana are responsible for Ayuni's and Fydah's expenses now. haha! I desperately need a job lei. Help me horr anyone? Mas, I'm still waiting for your Principal's reply. haha! Kays lahh, I've said enough. Now let me allure you with our beautiful, charming, fascinating, captivating and gorgeous photos! heeee. Enjoyy!
`Fyd.
Friday, January 19, 2007
I'm really turning GILAAAA! Firstly, I have two projects due next week. And programming is really turning me into an idiot! And PCB is turning me into some soldering freak! okay whatever fydah! You're such a nuisance.
Can anyone help me with programming? I seriously and pathetically need help! Or should i be more specific to say that I need someone to do it for me! Pleasee.. preeeettttyy pleaseee! I'm already like panda now. Pandas are cute! My eyebags are getting worst! I need cucumbers, tomatos and fruits! Any ideas on how to clear the eyebags? tagg me with the ideas hor. No idea, dont tag hor. haha! kidding.
Raaa.. seriously lei. You can see how hyper i am now! Talking like nobody's businees. Actually it is more to typing lah. Was on the phone with Jun few seconds back! haha. And she couldnt take it anymore. Cos she's so tired of laughing with me! haha. I'm oh so excited tomorrow! I'll be meeting the girls! YAY! We really need to camwhore hor tmr! I need to updatee my blog with more pictures of us! So remind me hor! And jun, I'll be waiting for your wake up call hor! I'm not going to set my alarm clock. heeee! 5.45 horrrr. dont be late horr! haha.
`Fyd.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
I will just have to stop counting down for the time being. Cos it didnt do me any good. But yeah, I'll definitely wait for you. Initially, it was a week before i could meet you, but it turns out to be 9 more days. Sigh. Nevermind.. I'll just wait kays. Even though it hurts a little after getting known that I wont be able to fetch you nxt friday. I was hoping so much. But sigh, i guess there are more others who's more important to you rather than me. I didnt mean to be sarcastic in a way but, it's just what i think. And, it definitely is true. I dont mind though. I really dont. I'll let you have your rest and your decision made.
I'll stop hoping too. I just hope you're doing fine there. And not to worry to much. It saddens me to think of the days we were together, before you had to serve that national service and also the time you cried cos you missed your family. I trully understand how you feel baby. You gotta be strong. Just get this over and done with. I'm sure you can! So yah.. that's about it. I dont wish to elaborate more cos I'm totally down thinking about you. Seriously.
`Fyd.
I will definitely wait for you no matter what. And I hope these feelings for you will not fade. Cos i believe, we are meant to be. But i'll just have to stop thinking about you for the time being cos it hurts to remind myself of some things that i'm not supposed to be thinking about cos i have way better things to be concerned. Love you, Luke. =(
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Finally the whole creative and innovation project is over. And i mean officially over! haha. And the results are out! We managed to cheat a lil bit BUT Jack Tan caught us! haha! Aiyer. But we tried our best already lah! And we got a B+ for that! Pretty good hurr? better than nothing right? So yahh.. That dustbin ended up loitering around in school! Poor dustbin! haha. But we are contented with the results lah.
After presentation and stuffs, we had to proceed for lecture. The same teacher , i tell you! And Jack Tan likes to say.. " Tadaa Tadaa.." haha! and know what? he only remember my name and linlin's! aww.. he simply love us lah! Our name are always being called lah can! But nvm. haha.
So yah.. before the lecture started, we camwhored! We were sitting on top of this 'parapet' or something. It was damn high lah can! And we camwhored! haha. It was fun!
And after that at 5 pm, I had programming techniques test! and i scored 100%! It was worth waiting for 2 long hours before the test started and studied! haha. Really! heee. But anyway.. it was a give away lah. haha! So yah.. that's about it.
It's photo time! heee.
And more pictures to come.. as the day goes by. heh! Enjoy people! Take care. =)
`Fyd.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Finally the project is done! Jack Tan, if you wanna give us an A, i need my crocodile clips back. That aint mine. It's my bf's. So, give me back hor. I'll just hope everything can function tomorrow. And hope that the battery could wait till tomorrow. haha!
So yahh.. I was so weak that I couldnt wake up this morning! I missed the first lesson again. My head was so freaking heavy that I couldnt lift it up. But I had to cos I cannot miss school anymore. Raaa.. especially when the project is yet to be functioned! Raaa.. there are still 2 more projects that are pending. Sigh. I need helpppppp urgently! Please help me, anyone?
Now, i'm gonna start my usual chants. hehs.
To my babyy, I MISS YOU LAH! A LOT A LOT LAH! Come back soon lei. I'm so lonelyy lei. Sigh. Raaa,, i dont know what to say anymore lah. It seems like i've been saying the same thing everyday that I missed you. haiyyaa.. Nvm lahh.. I'll just wait. Hmpf.
I'm uploading some pics up here.. So just take a look at my project! Enjoy!
`Fyd.
I'll try to keep this blog as much updated so that umm.. at least, i have a time to spare. Cos i really need to make myself busy now that Luke's away. Cos you wanna know what? Just yesterday, i told you guys that i think i'm getting used to the days withoutt my baby's around. But sigh, guess what? I cried again tonight! I missed him oh so much. I missed his hugs and kisses!
Baby, I need you. I really do. I'm falling sick already. I'm feeling so weak now. I wanted to rest, but i cant. My mind is not at ease. I'll end up nightdreaming if i were to go and rest now. Sigh! How i wish, Luke's right next to me.. Embrace me with much love and concern. I'm patiently waiting for the day you're booking out and that's like in 9 days time. I miss your cutee face babylove! Can't wait to meet you!
So yeah, I did that utmost irritating project ever with my teammates, namely Linlin and Huiwen. We were going crazy, cos everything seems to be rather dead. ESPECIALLY thatt cheap battery! haha. And I don't know how many LEDs was being thrown away due to... Hmm.. getting blown! Raaa.. And thatt freaking sensor that cost us 35 bucks, we just dont know how to connect it to the rest of the components! And soo, tmr we'll be continuing. Raaa.. guess what Lin and Wen, I'm sickk all because of that ridiculous project that we need to do that made me all stressed up! Jack Tan, you're gonna pay for this hor! And I'll be giving you back the warning letter to you! haha. I QUIT!
Seriously, I feel like quitting school nowadays. I dont know why. Maybe I'm too emotionally depressed due to Luke's departure. Sigh. Luke, Luke.. I love you you know? Okays, enough!
Let me update you with some photos taken while doing that ridiculous project.
This is how messy my room can get!
Lin can actually squeezed herself in between that squeezy spacee in my room.
So yahh.. another picture on how messy my bed is! And mind the body. =)
`Fyd.
Monday, January 15, 2007
Tadaa~ Tadaaa~ haha! I'm back to blogging! Yay! *clap my hands* You might be wondering what's with me with the tadaa~ tadaa~ and etc.. rightt? Oh! simply becausee raa... i dont know lei. What i know is, I'm getting used to the days without my baby. Cos i dont wanna think about it lei. So that time will fly in a blink! haha!
Actually, there are lots to update lah. But I'll see if I could update you guys with every story. Cos I'm afraid I might get tired half way through updating! Heee. So yahh.. I'm happy because I have someone to actually chat with me in the weeee hours! (you know who you are aye!) And that just help me alot alot lah! Like, I can chat anything i want just to make suree I don't really think about my baby that much! Cos if i do, I'll get sad and cry. Aiyerr! Seee.. baby, i still do remember you lei. Your babygirl so good horr.. heeee. You can ask Mastura yourself! Okay fyd, you're talking to yourself actually! haha.
So what is going on in my life now? Like duhhh! I'm waiting for my Luke baby! Patiently.. hmm..
So yah, last friday I met up with the blogger peeps! And MIND YOU, all female! all attached! cool right? haha! It was nice to meet Mas, Irah, Shab, Sayuri, Aisha and her bf who tagged along! and became our cameraman! So yahh.. it was a superb day lahh with them! =)
Ohs! and saturday i went to simlim tower to get all the project stuffs! And that bloody sensor cost us 35 bucks lei! Jack Tan, you better give us an A+ horrr! If not , we want compensation! hoho. Then head back home, then head to JB withh baby's family! It was uber fun lahh! We went to giant and bought lots of food! haha. Poor thing baby wasnt there to join in the fun. But no worries b, i did think of you when i was there! I miss you so very the much lah! =(
And sunday, I went to my uncle's place that's a few blocks away.. Taught my lil cousin his math homework and thenn played computer games and and had fun playing with them! And my aunt gave me a bag, perfumes and some other things lahh eh. No need to know! Haha. kaypoh! So yahh.. now I pening lalat already because of all the games that I played earlier on! Setuuupid betulll! hmmpf. Kays lahhh.. I'm going to sleep now! Doctor fyd is signing of now! her patient needs attention! heeeee.
`Fyd.
Friday, January 12, 2007
Hey, I'm updating due to popular demand and this is really for u love... Eheh.. I'm leaving soon b. Take care of urself k... I dont know i've been trying not to shed tears but when u came to my my mind, i cant help it. -_-" Please bby, take care k.. i gonna miss u. i will sms u whenever i'm free and u should always wait for my sms or call. No worries. I'm goin to be fine.. Hero mah... miss me k b..
To mas.. Better take care of ur aly k... if u re bored, just ask ma gerl to accompany u or wat.. feel free to call her.. buat mcm rumah sendiri...
To others.. Cheers k..
To me... I dont know.. -_-"
`Luke.
