I miss the bf so much. It has been two days since I last heard his voice. Wonder how he's doing there. I just hope everything goes well for you darling. It's weird not to receive your messages and calls for these few days. It is very weird for me, at least. Fortunately, thorough revisions for the exams helps me to kill time. You have always been in my mind regardless of anything. I tried very hard not to think abt you for a second, but I failed. That simply shows how much you mean to me baby.

Just take note that I'll be waiting for your call and message every now and then. Do you know that, for every msg I received, I've been hoping that it comes from you. But urgh, no. Sometimes, I dont even feel like bringing my hp anywhere I go cos i feel that it's just a waste of time. But at a second thought, who knows you might be calling me. Hurhur. Please ring me up once you're back in camp darling. I miss you so muchh.

Today's maths paper was rather disastrous. I dont wanna hope too much though. Let just hope that I can pass and get promoted. =) After the paper, the four of us, consist of me, Huihui, Huiwen and Rave went down to Junction 8 to have our late breakfast at food junction. After which we proceeded to the cinema to catch Epic Movie. The storyline was rather lame for me even though I watched it for free. But seriously, I dont see the motive of creating that movie. It doesnt even derive any messages to the audiences! Maybe it's a lil similar with Scary Movie. But at least, Scary Movie is way more nicer to watch! I dont see the reason why Ayuni like them. But, not for me. A total BOO for that! Anyways, thanks people for the treat. =)

`Fyd.

Labels: BOO, epic movie, miss

The days of being away from the bf are filled with formulas, calculations, numbers, resistors, inductors and whatever that has got to do with my course. Urgh. And I'm going crazy understanding and memorising each and every formula and concepts of each module.

Studied the engineering maths yesterday and today. But yesterday was not quite a revision cos we studied for like an hour plus as the guys had soccer tournament at kallang, while I spent a day out with Ayuni window shopping down at the streets of orchard road to scan through every shopping centre for the necklace she wanted, but it was to no avail. We had our lunch over at Cineleisure's LJS.

Off to PS, to stroll around. Then we had to leave cos Ayuni gotta meet her bf. Even though it was a short one, I did feel tired. I'm so restless nowadays. Might be due to the lack of sleep. Urgh. Headed home to watch Pesta Perdana 9. I'm contented with the results laa. Most important is Taufik won! hurhur.

Well, today we did our revision over at my relative's place. She helped us with the engineering maths. It was a pleasure to have her as 'a day tutor'. We really appreciate her help greatly. Without her, I wonder what will become of us. haha! Gosh, I just realised I'm under alot of stress now that my tears scrolled down to my cheeks. I cant think of anything now except studies. Just let me focus on my studies first while the celebration later. Urgh. Gotta bounce! take care people.

`Fyd.

I regretted for not messaging you that much in the wee hours. On the other hand, I need my sleep for my exam at 0830hrs. Urgh. Despite knowing that you wont be replying to my msges already after 0630hours today, I still did reply to your last message and continue to message you. Cos I'm missing you like crazy. I make a pretence that your handphone is with you right now when actually it is not. Cos, I feel odd for not messaging you even a day. Sigh.

Baby, I promise that I'm gonna study hard okay? I wont disappoint you. You gotta take care of yourself there and try to enjoy the field camp aye? Even without me for 1 whole week. Urgh. It's alright darling. Once you're done with the field camp next friday, I'm done with my exams too. Then we could catch up things together like before aye. And, your post out would come by very soon. I'll be waiting for your return love. No worries kays? This feeling has never fade. Not even a tiny weeny. =)

Well, my exam today was average la. I managed to complete all 11 questions that were required. However, I do think there's lots and lots of mistakes. Urgh. But the thing is, I tried my best already. I'll just pray hard that I dont have to retake any of the modules. And and, I break the record, for being the last one to leave. haha! Anyhooos, it's just for a pathetic of last 10 minutes that I gotta wait till all papers were submitted. Urgh. 2 more papers to go, EM and DE. Well, gotta study hard on both. Especially DE. Cos I'm suck at it. I seriously need help. Amin, can you ask your friend to teach me pleaseee? hurhur. A favour from the 'Cikgu'. Hurhur.

Wish you all well aye! Good Luckk! =)

`Fyd.

Too strong for too long

(and I can't be without you baby)

And I'll be waiting up until you get home

(cuz I can't sleep without you baby)

Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel

Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it

Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

`Stanzas from be without you by mary j. blige.

It was a superliciouss day today! We went shopping for Mas's dress and food indulging! heee. Met Mas up over at City Hall's control station.Proceed to Raffle's City Shopping centre to get the must-mars bars! Heee. Mas bought herself a cream puff to try. I was blabbering away while she's eating them. Then.. "MAS!!" The Chippy storeholder called her name to collect our mars bars. Both kiasu! Cant wait to eat! haha.


Proceed to Irints to get a gift box and gift tag for the present for Mas's friend. Thenn we immediately surveyed the cakes at Polar Puff, both agreed on Chocolate Mint. So yah, she ordered thatt and will be collecting it tmr for the birthday boy. Have fun aye darling? Dont think too much alright. Most important, ENJOY! *hugs*


After paying for the cake, Mas had the picture that she wanted printed. But sadly they dont print documents there. So, we decided to go Bras Basah to get it printed. But before we proceed, we roamed Marina Square to check out nice dresses for Mas herself. The very first dress we saw was nice but she decided not to buy cos she encountered a problem wearing the dress. So we hopped in to another store and she got this another nice white/black dress that cost her $44. She kept complaining that she can see her bulging tummy while putting on the dress, when actually she didnt even take off her jeans while trying the dress! No wonder laa nampak buncitnyaaa. hurhur.


Then we headed off to Bras Basah to print her documents and took a bus to head for Far East Plaza! heee. And I took the chance to drop by Grand Hyatt's Hotel to meet this doorgirl of mine! heee. And she's none other then my 2nd darling, KHAIRUNNISA BTE MOHAMED! heee. She opened the door twice for me hokay! No, not twice. It's uncountable! haha. I purposely did that laa. Gave her extra openings to do! haha. And I know my bag is gorgeous darling! Dont jealous kays? heee. Looking forward to date youu soon! heee.


After irritating my 2nd darling, we headed to Ramen Ten. I had Tom Yam Chicken Cutlet Dry Ramen and Kiwi Soda while Mas had Spicy Seafood Dry Ramen and Strawberry Soda! It was superlicious laaa! But it was so spicy to the extreme of burning my throats that I had to get an additional mineral water! haha. Delicious laa, but can kill! heee. And it was a treat from Mas darling. So yah, I'd like to take this oppurtunity to thank you again! I really enjoyed the food laa. heee. Maybe I would ask Luke to bring me there the next time! hee.


After the food indulgence, we decided to go home cos our eyes were already heavy after having those delicious foods. So yah, I took the chance again to irritate my 2nd darling! heee. She very the sweet and blurr laa. I looikeeee! Sayang loe! hee. Mas and me did snap -snap -ING at Orchard's Mrt Station before we separated. And that's all for today! heee. I'm all overjoyed laa! Siow tingtong! hurhur.


Below are the photos taken today, enjoy -enjoy -ING laaa kayss! heee. =)

`Fyd.

Woke up as early as 11am? Early aye? Was awaken by my baby's call. He called to make sure I'm fully awake. I dragged myself to the bathroom and have my shower. Got ready immediately and promised the bf to meet me at 12.30pm at Ang Mo Kio Interchange. But, I was late. Hurhur. Cos I ate before I left my house cos I was super hungry laa! Left my house at around 12.15pm. And mind you I'm staying in Woodlands and have to reach amk at 12.30pm. So not posibble right? haha!

I reached at 12.50pm instead! Called the bf and asked where he's at. And he told me he was reaching. So yahh, I hung up the phone and waited for him. As soon as I hung up the phone, my stomach started aching. It was so superr pain laa! Usually when I have those kind of stomach aches, my body starts perspiring and I will go all giddy up. So while waiting for the bf to arrive, I tried to stand with the aches in my stomach and everything went blurr. And I still got the intentions to move around to find a place to sit. And that's where I started to faint! Urgh. I couldnt imagine how I started landing flat on the ground! It was so embarrasingg laa! Luckily, there's this kind chinese guy who helped me and lifted me up. I was wondering what if a bangla lifted me up! hurhur. hush hush. So yahh, I stood up with the help of that chinese guy and I saw my babyboy, like what a relief! But still, I gotta walk to him. Urgh. That guy asked if I can manage alone, thenn i said yaa. Like real only! Trying to be a heroin. haha! When actually I couldnt laa! Then he held my arms and bring me to my babyboy. Babyboy was kinda shocked to see a man holding my arms! haha. And more shocked to hear me fainting! hurhur. He was so 'kanchiong' lah can! heee. Ohh.. I know he loves me! heee.

When I felt a little bit better, we headed to Nadhir's place to get baby's shoes. Sat there and rest for awhile cos it was still too early to proceed to Lin's place. When it's already 2pm, we got our ass off from there and proceed to Lin's place. They played poker cards while I just watched, smiled and laughed. I dont even know what were they playing laa! That Fatty, Village and Taiti Queen! Urgh. Nvm. I dont wish to learn too okays? heee. Lin bought us kfc a set each. But poor thing we only managed to eat one set of it! Sorry darlingg, Luke was not in the mood and I wasn't feeling that well afterr that aches in my stomach! Grrr. You know how hungry I can be everytime but not today lei. Sorry horr.

Reached home at around 5pm. One of my uncle was at home with his kids. Was so happy to meet them la. At least I'm not bored. Then an hour later another uncle came with his kids too. So double fun laa! heeee. Cuteness! Irritate-ness! All all the -NESS laaa. heeee. Camwhored with some of themm. Got funny pictures of this one irritating lil cousin of mine! hurhur. Wait till I upload the photos later on in this entry.

Luke was called up for guard duty! His bunkmate has got to be blamed for this! Urgh. So selfishh. So irresponsible lah can! You were supposed to do that guard duty for your confinement, but you took a MC instead so that you dont have to do! Grrr. And poor thing, even you have a MC, you cannot go out tmr.. must stay at home! Padan mukaa! Grr. Bodoh betol! Grrr. Kesiann baby akuuu. hmpf!. Nevermind b, all this gotta end soon alright? Soon?! Yah rightt! Urgh. So yahh, Luke booked in today instead of tomorrow night! Sigh. Poor thingg.

I tried my very best to change my mindset. Be more optimistic. =)

Enjoy the pictures everyone!

New Darlie's Advertiser. =)

And on top of that, I have yet to upload a few pictures taken at Gloria Jeans Coffee where Nadhir is working. Taken on saturday. I'll upload it here too kays! Enjoy again! Heee. =)

`Fyd.

P/s:- Huis! Lin! Urgh, we didnt get to camwhore just now! Such a waste laa. Urgh. I was hoping so much to camwhore laa but didnt get a chance too. Nevermind. Maybe next time alrighht? *hugs*

I used to be a strong girl but not now. I have to agree that I'm insane. Crying over the tiniest things. I used to be a happy-go-lucky girl. A girl who's too cheerful that ended up being miserable. I'm not blaming you for what happened. I'll blame myself for that. I missed those happy moments we had. Smiling and laughing our ass off. I missed every single thing.

I cried just to say 'I NEED YOU'. I cried just to say 'I LOVE YOU'. I realised something that I'm sucha a burden not to you only but everyone. I gotta stop all this. When you mentioned, I love you, it touched my heart. Till now, these feelings have never fade. Not even a bit. How I wish we could turn back time. The initial times when we just get to know. It was sucha bliss.

The song that you dedicated to me for the first time has been playing continuously in my lappy. The song that Lin finds it nice and started to listen to it and memorise the lyrics. I'll upload the video up. Enjoy people. =)

Yesterday was average. Nothing much to tell. Met the rest (Mas, Liyana, Dil, Fik, Acap, Haikel, Nadhir) over at Nadhir's workplace later part of the day. Had fun laughing our ass off listening to hilarious stories from them. Got free drinks from Nadhir, mango freeze or something. To me, it's nice cos i have passion for fruits. Any kinds i tell you. So yahh.. and Liyana treated us Long John Silver. So nice of her. Thanks a lot babe!

Urgh. Actually, I'm in no mood to update or rather do anything. So, i'll end here.

`Fyd.

Labels: down, gj

Went over to my uncle's place at sembawang to get a peace of mind. But failed. Eventhough thosee great lil cousins of mine cheered me up a little, but deep inside me I cant help but to think about us. Maybe I'm thinking too much. All I ever need is your attention and you to be by my side.


Somehow, I felt lonely today. Like those times I used to be single. I cant help but to cry. I controlled my tears for the whole day. As I reached my room, I burst out into tears. How I wish I could have siblings who can be there for me at such situations. I'm losing my focus on studies. I'm supposed to be studying these two weeks, but I didnt. Urgh.


I need a shoulder to cry on but I cant find any. My friends with their life. My cousins all far apart. And at this point of time, all I can think of is flying to Italy to stay with my aunt and uncle. Maybe this would lessen everyone's burden.


For now, let the pictures do the talking. Behind those smiles, there are sorrows. =)

`Fyd.

Thoughts of you makes me cry. Thoughts of you makes me smile. And all this confused me. But I'll just endure for I love you whole-heartedly.

Labels: lil cousins, peace, sorrows

` Luke's Babygirl. <3

A saturday without the bf is so meaningless. But thesee people, that I have yet to mention, turned it all around to be meaningful. They aree Mas, Dil, Acap & Fik. Thanks guys for the wonderful outing! Believe it or not, I can't wait for the next outing! hoho. Too bad that Botak Boy couldn't join us cos he's got guard duty to do. So, prior to that, I'll be his substitute! hurhur. Right people? And they called me "Man"! And it all started whenn me and Mas told Fik that he's been punked! haha. You're lucky that we told you lah can! If not, you would be asking Mas to help you to get Luke's N70 from me when actually it's not in my hands. haha! Poor boy Fik is! hurhur.


Met Mas at 5.30pm over at orchard's control station. Then we headed to far east with the intentions of getting fried mars bars from there but the queue was darn long! Met Dil, Fik & Acap at far east and we immediately proceeded to get our fried mars bars at Raffles City Shopping Centre! heee. The queue was not that bad compared to far east's. Everyone had mars bars with chocolate flavoured ice cream while Dil had his spicy calamari. And oh yah Mas! We dont have to go for beard papa sweets hunting already cos we could get both mars bars and cheese sticks and cream puffs at the same place! shhh, dont tell people kay? haha. I'm being evil i know! hurhur.


Next destination, Vivo City. I've never like going Vivo. NEVER. And not even today and after today! hurhur. Simply because, the shopping centre is too big for me to get lost! haha. We tpok like umm.. 15 mins to find 7-eleven! haha. Imagine how wide is the shopping centre! grr. but i dont likee! hmpf. We bought ourselves snacks from there to chill out at the rooftop. It was soooooo breezy I tell you! Our hair especially mine and mas's except for Fik! His hair didnt seem to be moving at all! haha. Fik Fik.. wax apee kau pakai hur? haha! So yah.. we chill and talk, talk and chill, snap snap till 10pm and then headed home.



Reached home at 11.15 pm. Urgh. Dad started to nag nag nag. And i smiled smiled smiled and off to my lappie in my room! hurhur. I'm soo close to my lappie. I love my lappie so muchh! haha. Kkays, that's lame! I called up my Botak Boy, but he didnt answer. None of my msges were replied. So yah, he's already asleep. And finally at 2.10 am, he called! I miss him truckloads laa. I'm hurt I know, but I dont want to argue already. So I'll just forget it! About later part in the morning, I seriously think that I cant go over his placee. Sigh. I seriously cant seii. I'm suree thatt my dad's gonna nag again if I leave the house early in the morning. I dont even think he allows me to go out either. Sigh. Just see how it goes thenn.


I cant wait to upload the photos taken earlier on! haha. Some are ugly, but just bear with it lah eh. haha! Nobody is perfect anyway! So yahh.. ENJOY!

For the following edited photos, credits to MAS! =)

` Fyd.

50 typical questions.

1. Are u photogenic?
// urgh. NAH. NEVER, right botak?hurhur.

2.What time do you go to bed?
// as "EARLY" as 2, 3 ,4 am? so much for the eyebags. grr!

3. What was the last thing you did before this?
// delicious food hunting from beard papas. gotta blame auntie yati for this. hahs.

4.Who's the one you always meet the most?
// the BOTAK BOY laa. if only he's free from NS cum Jail. grr!

5.Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
// whoever i can think of! first and foremost, my bf. hurhur.

6.What's on your mind right now?
// mars bars, cheese sticks, tiramisu sticks, chocs, cockles kway teow, handphones, BOTAK BOY! duhh.

7.What do you prefer?
// what i prefer? like what? can you be more specific? dush!

8.With whom do you wanna be with to have fun?
// the BOTAK BOY! hurhur. And of coursee, MY FRIENDS!

9.What movie do you wanna watch now?
// EPIC movie, spiderman, ninja turtles? urgh.

10.When was the last time you went out?
// 8 hours ago.

11.What do you hate the most for now?
// those bloody new mobile phones. grrr.

12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
// chat, blog update, friendster check, bloghopping and wait for BOTAK BOY to call.

13.Colors that make you happy?
// yellow, orange, pink (but doesnt mean i like pink!)

14.Most fave thing in your room?
// my canterbury teddy bear! a gift from BOTAK BOY. hurhur.

15.Miss someone?
// of course like duhh! been complaining everynow and then lah can! BOTAK BOY!

16.Plan to buy something?
// urgh. a new hp, more and more outfits, and more foods. hurhur.

17.Are you satisfied with you life now?
// well, tell me who is? but i gotta be happy and thankful. =)

18.Do you like seafood?
// hmm.. food? haha! can can.

19.Breakfast or dinner?
// BOTH pleasee. I need both to gain weight. urgh! but it doesnt seem to be working afterall.

20.Like chocolates?
// have i mention it earlierr? OF COURSEE!

21.Do you have a laptop?
// yuppie yuppp!

22.Whats your favourite food from fast food?
// TURKEY BACON BURGER.

23.Cats or dogs?
// CATS laaa. duhhh!

24.Salty or sweet?
// sweet pleasee.

25.City or country?
// *puzzled*

26.Is kissing normal for your age?
// at 18? or rather 19? hurhur. of course!

27.Are you athletic?
// eeeeeks. NEVER! I gotta admit, I'm LEMBEK gedema.

28.Favourite bands for now?
//errr.. bands eh? NONE.

29.Do you have your own cell phone?
// yupp.

30.What do you wear to bed?
// NOTHING?! haha. POWER POWER! hurhur.takmo busybody please!

31.Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
// errr. i dont think soo.

32.Coke or pepsi?
// coke please.

33.Sugar or spice?
// errr??

34.Can you use chopsticks?
// haha! sadly, NO.

35.Do you care about getting good grades?
// not really. hurhur.

36.Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
// eeeeyaaaahhh. hurhur.

37.Get a job or ask your parents for money?
// tsk. DONT ASK! haha.

38.Is your mom strict?
// average. I LOVE MY MUMMY!

39.Do your parents give you enough privacy?
// YESS! I LOVE THEM BOTH EQUALLY! hurhur.

40.Do your parents trust you?
// YEAH! and again, I LOVE THEM for that!

41.Would you ever wanna lose your best friend(s)?
// who wants? duhh.

42.Does your best friend(s) get on your nerves?
// sometimes? haha! nobody is perfect tho.

43.Do you make friends quickly?
// it depends on the other party.

44.Do you tell your mom everything?
// errr, okay2 laaa. sometimes, there's nothing to tell laaa.

45.What do you & your parents fight about most?
// with dad; EGG YOLK, CHICKEN WINGS,TV with mum; not much lei.

46.If you love someone & she/he rejected u, what will u do to her/him?
// rejected? errr.. kill him? haha. NOOO. err.. smile?

47.Can you sing or rap?
// I can singg my BOTAK BOY to sleeep! hurhur.

48.If you have one wish, who would u make ur wife/husband for life?
// SHUCKS! Can i say any other names other than Muhd Luqman Nul Hakim? hurhur. BOTAK BOY's gonna kill me i tell you!

49.What do you think about this survey?
// suchaa waste of time. but oh well, gotta do it out of favour and boredom. hurhur.

50.Would you do another survey such as this?
//if i get bored yet AGAIN.

Now you have to ask 7 friends to do this survey on their blog.Write down their names below.
1. Pleaseeee
2. Fill
3. In
4. Your
5. Name
6. Here
7. Thanks!

My bf said I can have my very own third friendster account for myself. hurhur. That is soo sarcastic! Just because i editted his profile for him, he told me he can have it for my own. Haha! okay. It's not funny. I'm helping to beautify your profile okay! grrr. How could you say that hur hur hur? I bite you then you know! Hmpf.

Anyhooos, I went down to Causeway Point with mummy and daddy to get the pants I wanted. It was fun I say. Simply becausee I got what I wanted! hurhur. Thanks daddy! Lovee you! heee. Mummy saw her "ex-students" of Hong Kah Primary School. They were like.. "ehh, nihh makcik.. ahh.." Mummy went.. "NASI AYAM!" hoho! Me and daddy was laughing awayy and said.. " wahhh.. seeetudentt diaa ingatt diaa laaah. haha!" Thenn that two guys asked mummy.." tuh anak cik eh?" mummy went.. " iyeee.. kenapeee?" they giggled and said.. " boleh tahan!" haaa.. boleh tahan ehhh.. youu people ahhh, your parents send you to school to study not menggatal horr.. hurhur.

Currently am talking to Botak Boy on the phone. Poor boy, he got to do guard duty. Grrr. Hope to meet him soon and catch a movie. It's been long since we watched one. =)

Okays laa. I'll stop blabbering kays? heeee. Toodles~

`Fyd.

Eyes swollen. Hearts shattered. Minds wandered.

Am going astray. Why life has gotta be this way? Why does the term 'argue' exist? Why does the term 'giving up' exist? Whyy? Why do negative terms exist in the first place? Like what Lin said, to balance off the world and that will only makes it perfect.

So humans like me have to endure and give in to make things right. What more can i do to save my very own relationship? Be it friendship or yah, relationship with the opposite sex. Nevertheless, I'm leading a smooth sailing life even before or after having found the right one. Simply because, I choose to live that way. So let me be.

There may be a good reason behind everything. We cant make sure, but we can just hope. All i ever need is just support and more support from any individuals.

I dont need hypocrites to ruin my life. And if that happens, just watch me go berserk.

But shitos, shit happens.

`Fyd.

Just had my creative & innovation test earlier on. And I think I just screwed the paper. Raaaa. I dont understand why I cant absorb everything that i read and studied. Friends said I brood on something too much. Maybe. Or I'm just not use to memorising-remembering-storing of notes into my head already. Raaaa. I used to be good at memorising, but not when I stepped into Poly. Urgghh. That's bad.

Anyhoos, I'm free from all thos memorising-remembering-storingg of notes for now. Cos I gotta rest my mind a little just to make suree I can absorb things that I studied for my semestral exam in two weeks time. Urgh. Most of you must have been hoorah-hooray-ing already aye? So good. I still can hoorah-hooray-ing now. But still, I gotta study! In prior to that, is there anyone of you here who's good in digital electronics? If you areee, I need you! I seriously know nuts about digital electronics. Main reason, I have not been going for the lectures. NONE i tell you. Even if I have, it's just purely for my attendance. Second, I didnt pay attention during tutorial. Lastly, I lovee digital electronics practical lessons! haha! It was fun! Cos I know how to set up the experiment! Duhh. And I'm loving it! But sadly, the practical lessons have already ended. Hmpf.

Oh Oh, I just realised something! All awhile, I'vee ben talking about school! Urgh. What's with me? I know I'm not my usual self. I've never like school though. Who likes? duhh. Fydah.. School.. errr, doesnt sound convincing. Nvm. And I dont even know what I'm blabbering now. Tsk. Fydahh.. Wake upp!

Sigh. GIVE UP! I'll post another entry for today tonight if there's anything to update or pour. Toodles~ =)

`Fyd.

I tried very hard to absorb or rather memorise every single thing for tmr, but it doesnt seem to work. I'm left with less than 12 hours to studyy for my test tmr. Raaaaa. There's something bothering me. Come on fydahh.. stop stressing up yourself and memorisee everything! You know you can. Everyone has been giving me their moral support. And I appreciate that. But I'm missing something or rather someone. Sigh.

I'm numb and speechless. There's nothing left for me to say. I hate ME!

To YOU, goodnight. Have a good night rest. And get well soon. =)

`HIS WORST GF.

I dont mind wasting gallons of tears for you. Cos all i ever need is you to be by my side FOREVER. Pleasee be mine. That's all i ever want. But if you choose to leave, then i'll just surrender. But always remember that I love you with all my heart and soul.

`Fyd.

Just yesterday i told you guys about the great bunch of people i hang out with. Yeah,so now.. I'm gonna upload you with the photos. Somehow, I missed the usual people I used to hang out with. Sigh.

Just had my lunch. heh. And I have yet to bath. haha! okays.. shhh~ The purpose of this entry is to tell everyone that I'm bored and I'm craving for chocolates. YES! I'm craving for FRIED MARS BARS and all the recommendations from Indra yesterday. Alright, I'm drooling. I'm off to ntuc later in to get myself a bar of chocolate.

Today was fantabulous ! I love going out with my BOTAK BOY! Even though he seemed to be rather annoying just now. But nevermind, put that aside. I still love him no matter what! Yup2!

I did bump into two of my secondary school friends namely, Dennis and Minghui. Gosh, Minghui you're getting cuter and more good-looking lah! haha! And Dennis, what's with the long hair boyy?! haha. Nevermindd. And lastly, I bumped into that Fcuknuts! Of all people. haha!

Initially it was just me and Botak Boy. Then from PS, we headed for Orchard again to meet mum, my uncle Mimi and auntie Yati with their three sons. My Botak Boy ate 4 times today! Can you imagine that? No wonder he's getting rounder! haha. Nvm! But still, I love! heee. Then afterwhich we headed to lucky plaza's macdonalds to meet Botak Boy's friends. Sucha great bunch i can say. Mas was there too! hee. I just told my Botak Boy that, it's been long since i last date with her. And finally we got to meet again! heeee. *jumps around* I know she's not in the mood, but I am still happy to get to meet her again! Cheer up okays gf? *LOVES*

To us, HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY! *hugs*


Alright, Botak Boy's gonna love this. All his photos posted here. None from me. Hmpf. =(

Toodles peeps.

`BOTAK BOY's GF.
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ENTRY FOR 2ND FEBRUARY 2007

Have decided NOT to leave this cyber world of mine. Yeah, after the conversation between me and his mum, I felt that leaving things that I always do is not worthwhile afterall. Furthermore, the reason for me leaving is because of that someone who has no originality and simply a busybody! So yah.. enough of that already lah kays.

So met my babylove just now at his crib. Reached there at 3pm. Super early aye? haha! Nevermind. At least I have someone to talk to lah. He has such a wonderful parents and sisters. I simply love them lah! So yah.. that's about it. I'm too lazy to update lah actually..

Here are some photos taken with him earlier on.. *smile*


`BOTAK BOY's GF.

BOTAK BOY,

`Your oh-so-sweet gf. =)

P/s: Psst~ I'm on a mission! heh. Thanks gf!

Somehow I feel that friendster is just a waste of time. Well, I might be deleting it off. I will, but i dont know when. Sigh.

To those whom I venged my anger on, I apologised. I just feel stupid and sucky since yesterday. I just need time to be alone. And I really mean it. I just dont feel right. Someone is just getting on my nerves.

Like I said, I need no concern nor sympathy. I've had enough of shits already. But still, I am prepared to face whatever more shits that's falling upon me. Cos basically, that's life.

To BOTAK BOY, again, WELCOME BACK! Hope you're gonna have a nice weekend ahead. Smile always yeah? =)

To me, I'll just fuck off from this world. Take care everyone. =)

`Fyd.

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