Just in case I dont get the chance to thank these following loveliest people in my life, I would now dedicate my thank you(s) in this blog now.
First of all to my mum, thanks for bringing me up till this far. Thanks for bringing me into this world. Without you, I wont even exist. Perhaps,I dont even get a chance to see this world. Thanks for everything mum. Your sacrifices, the struggle you went through to give birth to me. I love you. I'll definitely repay every single thing you've done for me. =)
Secondly, to my dad. Thanks for bringing me up till this far. Thanks for your sacrifices too. I remembered the times when I cried cos I'm afraid of losing you and also afraid that our family's gonna fall apart. But, I thank god it didn't happen. I've always love you and mum no matter how irritating I was at times. And again, I'll definitely repay every single thing you've done for me. Mum and you have done alot for me. I will definitely treasure and appreciate them. I love you dad.
Thirdly, to my relatives. Thanks for treating me like your own daughter and sister. I simply love the times we had together as a whole, a one big family. And I'm always longing to have one soon. And thanks for your presence that I dont feel being alone and also the only child. Thanks all. I love you all to bits.
Fourthly, to the guy who stole this heart of mine. Thanks for being there when I need you the most. Thanks for being my listening ear. Listening to my whinings and complaints. Thanks for the sacrifices and also the surprises. I'm gonna cherish them all. And I'll definitely be waiting for the time when you could officially be mine. I love you darling and will always love you.
Fifthly, to all my friends namely "BLPSians","JVSians", "NYPians", "Iniquitious Chiques", "MethricalsOfLife", "D-Devilz", Mastura, Ryn, and not forgetting Kak Diana.. thanks for being a friend whom I can share my thoughts with. I may not be there when you need someone to turn to, but I've never forgotten you people. Deep in my heart, I've always treasure you. Without you guys, my life wont be as colourful as it used to be. I love you all to bits. Once again, thank you so much!
To those whose name are not mentioned, my apologies. But anyway, thank you! =)
`Fyd.
Uhuh! Being apart from the loved ones is really torturing and a painful one. What's more when he/she has to leave us like a week or so? Especially when, we have always seen them like almost everyday of the week! Ouch!
Well, that's what I'm going through right now. Yup, at this very moment. When nothing could actually go my way. There's always surprises. Be it a positive or negative ones. Should I claim that that is life? Well, at least for me. For being emotionally tortured now, I would say yes. But of course, being anticipated upon meeting that loved one is a norm. Everyday! Been daydreaming, waiting for his msges and calls, counting down to the days when I get to meet him, praying that everything would be smooth sailing for us, hoping that this love is everlasting, waiting to have long night chat with him and the list goes on.
People might think I'm crazy, when actually I'm not. Maybe a lil too crazy in love. But other than that, I'm totally a sane person. It's just something in me that tells me that something is worth waiting for. Well, I hope my instinct is right somehow. All I gotta do is PRAY. Yup!
Currently, the surrounding and the people around are fair to me. As in, they are great! The peeps around me, the nice people around, made me wanna live longer and endure a lil longer without realising that I'm perhaps enduring. And for that, thanks to them.
Projects are all pending, and coming up there will be tests, quizzes, and PRESENTATIONS. And after whichh is STUDY BREAK. And what comes next is obviously COMMON TEST!
God, give me your blessings. =)
`Fyd.
I've been listening to the same song again and again through my blog. Yup, my blog. Cos I dont have it in my laptop. An emotional song I say. It's not that I'm all emo-ed up or whatsoever. I'm still figuring out what's hidden behind the title.
And of course, I miss my boyfie! I cried like twice yesterday night while talking to him over the phone. He's been a little down this time round. He didnt wanna return to camp. Who wants anyway? Look b, I feel you even though I dont carry the same burden as you are. It's just a matter of time love. I know you can do it. Be strong. And no worries, I will always be waiting for you. You know b, I like it when people come upon, and tell me that we're sucha sweet couple. I need people to know and believe that our love is true. But what important is, we do believe in ourself right baby? =)
School was rather boring for me today. Only Acap and Jumadi knows why. heh. Maybe one day, we should skip class together ehh Acap? hahs. Jokingg. Alright, Acap wanted me to promote him here. So yaa.. maybe I should do a little. Ashraf is my so called "boygard". So yaaa.. you'll be seeing me often with him in school. Okay, macam paham. He's crazy yet fun. Okay, I'll stop. Hahs. Acap, akuu taknak bobal merepek pat sini kays. Nanti bila-bila aku update lagik pasal kau kays. hahs.
`Fyd.
8th May 2007, Tuesday.
It has been a week or so since I last updated. I'm not busy, but blogger really got on my nerves last week. I cant update nor can I change the song in my blog or in other words, I cant edit my template! School was okay last week. And the day out with bf was splendid! Before we could go onto details about our outing, let me wish this couple SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU (HAPPY NEWLY WED).
Supposedly, I wanted to post this up earlier but due to some problems with blogger, I've decided to post it now since that blogger is now fine somehow. hahs.
12th May 2007, Saturday.
A great day spent with him. A very great one I say. Everything seemed so perfect. Nothing could ever spoil the day. We headed for Marina Square. A spending spree or rather shopping spree. He got himself a belt and a BAPE top plus a couple shirt just for me and him. He said, it was an anniversary gift. Baby, I love it. Thank you so muchh! After which, we bought two tix for a malay movie entitled "Jangan Pandang Blakang" (Dont Look Back).
Meanwhile, we headed for Esplanade by the bay to enjoy the cool breeze. In which, we camwhored. 
The movie started at 7.30pm. A scary yet funny movie. I couldnt refrain myself from hiding behind him. Cos the ghost was so ugly! hahs.
And baby, can we have sucha lovely day again, please? =)
16th May 2007, Wednesday.
I fell sick on wednesday morning. I still dragged myself to school knowing that my body felt so restless. I couldnt concentrate and focus that much during the Communication Skills lesson. After which I've decided to head home. I went back to my uncle's place to rest while waiting for the appointment with the doctor. My head was all giddy. My body temperature was as high as 38.5 degree celsius. The doctor said that the fever caused me to feel giddy. My throat was red and so was my nose. And I called that day itself, A RED DAY. If you know what I mean. heh.
Got a 2 days mc. I could hardly stand. All I could do is lay on my bed. The pills given prescribed by the doctor was killing me. Hahs. I hate pills! I hate to swallow. But eventually, I succeed. With drinking 0.75 litres of plain water! hurhur. Got back to school on the 18th with a flu and sorethroat! How cool is that? And I told my friends to not to get near me cos I might just spread the disease. Cos according to the doctor, it's contagious.
So yaaa.. I made sure I recovered as soon as my bf came back. Sadly, I didnt.
19th May 2007, Saturday.
Another day spent with him. Everything was fine again. Met Nadhir, Dil, Fazly, Haikel over at Pointer Salon at Far East Plaza. Both Fazly and Dil had a haircut. And then off to Orchard Control Station to meet Liyana. After which, everyone followed me to hunt for my nike sandals. hahs. But none are to my likings. =(
Here are the snapshots on Saturday.
According to Fazly, me and bf are "boria" on that day. =)
`Fyd.
I have started to feel insecured once again. There's something that keeps running in my mind. I'm not too sure of why. Maybe because I love you too much that my mind takes control of me. Am I being too paranoid? Or is it due to experience of which it makes me feel this way?
I find it exciting and of course wanting more. As in, wanting more of Harry Osborn (James Franco). hehs. Like how i want more of Luke. hahs. Alright. The sound effect was of course great. I was sitting there at my seat getting all excited and waiting for what comes next. And i even got shocked a little by the sound effects that I grabbed Luke's arms. Hahs. Sounds thrilling aye? hahs. And when that little black "crawling creature" came about, I started to bring my leg up to my seat. haha! But I didnt tell Luke abt it. hahs. And so, Luke told me this, " I wanna be Spiderman." And I replied, "No, you cant. Cos I dont want to see my bf being kissed by another woman. Or my bf kissing another woman." He replied, " Then you could be Mary Jane." I disagreed cos I dont desperately look for other guys when Luke's not with me. So yahh.. So ladies and gentlemen, dont follow them. Be yourself. haha!
`Fydah.
Alright, ladies first, gentlemen last. haha!
And gf, I love your new photo displayed in your msn! And again, like what I did to my gf, Huis, I did the same thing to you. hahs! Sorry for grabbing some photos in your friendster! heee. And here it is, my fav...
Next, to my classmate, Peh Boon Wei aka Rave...
Hey classmate! Happy 20th Birthday luh! May all that you dream for comes true and hey do smile a lot more alright! Dont stress yourself! May this day be a very special and memorable one for you! Good luck and all the best in your future endeavours! Take caree. Smile!
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Finally, we hit ONE! Yeayy~ Thanks to Allah that we've made this far. And also, not forgetting the blessings from both our parents. Not forgetting the support from peeps. Thanks to all. We really appreciate it.
To of course, my one and only babylove, HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY! I'm loving you more each day no matter what happens. For everything happens for a reason. And I know we could play a part to strengthen this relationship of ours to go to the extent to what we wished for. For every beat of my heartbeat, it beats your name. Love you baby! *hugs&kisses*`Fydah.
To my dearest POLYMATE or HORNYMATE,
Alright tell me, isnt she gorgeous! 4 letters to describe her, DAMN!
`Fyd.
WE'RE FINE.
And I'm definitely waiting for our 1st ever anniversary and that is in 2 days to come. It's not the digits thats matter, it's how the time was well-spent that is important. And of course baby, I will cherish every single moment that were so bliss. =)
To Sya, thanks for the advanced wishh. I'm so honoured. Love ya gf! *hugs*
Reply to tags:-
For 27/4 & 1/5 misSYA: yeah! of course laa. the boys were cute too! hahs. but seriously, this song really caught my attention! dan sudah semestinyaa guwe kangen sama loee! heee. =))
For 27/4 ayne: Thanks darling! I will relax. hehs. you take care okayy! =)
For 29/4 syira: Of course i know u cutiee! and thanks for the compliment ayee! take care! =)
For 30/4 ryn: Yup gf, I'm fine. No worries k. I miss chatting with u! see you soon! take caree! =)
For 30/4 ads: hello darling! I dont seem to be able to view your blog leii.
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P/s: I WANNA WATCH SPIDERMAN3 WITH BF CAN!
`Fyd.
