AM I HOT?
| You Are More Mild Than Wild |
 You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive. |
AM I AN EXTROVERT OR AN INTROVERT?
| You Are 60% Extrovert, 40% Introvert |
 You are quite outgoing You are a social connector - you know a ton of people While you aren't a wild extrovert, you are a great talker A fantastic storyteller, you keep everyone laughing |
WHO’S MY INNER ROCK CHICK?
| You Are Ani Difranco! |
 Honest, real, and well liked. You're not limited by any boundaries. "And you can call me crazy But I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall" |
WHO’S MY CELEBRITY STYLE SISTER?
| Your Celebrity Style Twin is Gwen Stefani |
 Trendsetting, unique, and stylish. |
WHAT LOVE QUOTE SUITS ME?
| Your Love Quote |
 To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best. |
AM I A VAIN GIRL?
| You Are a Down to Earth Doll |
 You're good looking and you realize that looks matter And you also know that it's your inside that really shines You do your best to look like an A-lister But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie |
IS HAKIM A KEEPER? LOL.
| He's a Keeper! |
 Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal. And as long as he doesn't have three nippples, You should seriously consider keeping him a long time Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend Just make sure you treat him right in return! |
Ahh.. there are numerous things that I've been eyeing for since
And thereforeeee... can i announce that I need a job so desperately? Err.. yes, maybe. Hahs. Argh.. I gotta muggle for the upcoming exams first before I could start working. Sheesh. Exams exams exams! So Mas, CBTL? ahh.. No. Nurul, TOPSHOP? ahh.. No. Cik Lela, ANIMAL? ahh.. No. Cik Yati, HOLIDAY TOURS? ahh.. no vacant. BEST! haha. So everyone, if you happened to read this, do recommend me some jobs la eh. But I can only start working by 30th Aug. -_-"
So so, keep the recommendations going. I sounded so desperate luh! But nvm. hahs.
Now, I lost my sling bag. Raaa.. plus my mp3! Happening or whattt? (quoted from Mas)
Okay, my bag is with Hakim. Haha! Cool abess! And now, MP3 where are youu? Dont play hide and seek with me lei. I lazy to search for u la seii. haha! Come back to me, will you?
And my beautiful friends, I'm meeting my GF tomorrow tau! Takmo jealous kays! haha. Mas, I so cannot wait for tmr laaa! I MISS YOU ALOT ALOT LAAA! heeee.
`Fyd.
I have been wanting to show you guys my classmates. But sadly, it's just half of us.
Up next, my day out with Hakim. Sounds surprising aye? hurhur.
Let the photos do the talking now.
& I swear I still love you till now.
Dearest Hakim, if you wanna meet me tmr.. give me a beep before i go to school k. If not, i'll take it that we're not meeting. Goodnight peeps. Toodles~
`Fydah.
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that comes our way.. we feel as though we are worthless..
But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value! Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you..
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know.. but by WHO WE ARE..
You ppl are SPECIAL in your own way.. - Dont EVER forget it..
`quoted from Kak Diana's multiply blog.
fyd: mas! ape nie asek lepaaak jek. bgn uh!
mas: alaa.. nanti uh. baru abes makan sehh. ngantuk. perut senak plak tu.
fyd: mcm mana kau tak makin buncit, mas.
mas: ahaar. i know. hack care laa. da ngantuk, tidur jek laa...
fyd: gasak mas laa. aku ape lagik, jadi tukang penunggu uh ni.
mas: biasa uh. goodnite fyd.
fyd: kuang asam betul! k takperz... normal.
fyd: tak pe la, mas. fyd pun tidur sekali dengan mas. gua J sama lu.
mas: woahh.. lu J sama gua uh. bagus bagus. mas sayaaang fyd!
fyd: ye la mas. fyd pun sayang mas walaupun mas makin buncit.
`Fydah.
To my ever precious boyfie, do take good care of yourself there ya. I'll be waiting for your return on Thursday. Do beep me as soon as you've reached Singapore kays darling? You know how much I missed you right? And please please behave k. Remember what I've reminded you k. Who knows you might be reading this before you left, I just wanna say that I'm missing you already and will always be missing you. 
NOTE: I was still having diarrhoea while camwhoring! HAHAHA!
So, on Tuesday, we went over to Lin's place to get our presentation slides done. Of which, everyone gone crazy. Especially BEN. hurhur. I supposed, Ben's gonna slim down in no time. haha!
Oh well, Tuesday aside. And now comes Wednesday! The day I've been waiting for. Nahh.. not because I love the lessons on Wednesday.. But it's the day when I got to watch ANUGERAH 2007 LIVE @ Mediacorp Studio. And eventually, Yunie, Cik Wati and Nurul came along to watch with me. hurhur. And we were treated like animals there. Seriously.
I've got something to tell you guys. We were supposed to be seating in Maiya's regiment with the rest of Maiya's supporters cos the four of us basically doesnt have anyone in mind to support. haha! So we have decided to go with Maiya. When we were in the studio, everyone was like fighting for seats la. Especially those who brought the whole big family and generation down! -_-' and the four of us didnt get to sit together initially. So one of the mediacorp crew (MC) helped Me and Yunie to get seats. So there was this Makcik la. There was an empty seat next to her. And the MC asked her if she could move in and pangku(sit on her lap) her daughter. With such an annoying face, she answered.. " Cannot! I got tickets for that person." Like wth! First come first serve la sia! Then another case, now, Pakcik. He was one of Maiya's supporters also la. He came down with his family. So, there were empty seats and we thought we could like move in so to have a better view over the stage la. Then this pakcik said.. " Eh eh, Sorry eh.. Maiya Maiya." Again, -_-'. So to mean, Sape-sape tak kenal Maiya, tak bleh support Maiya. Me and Yunie were like cursing each and everyone of them la. haha! but not really cursing uh. Last but not least, we saw Shahrul's clone! haha.
And that's the end of Anugerah 2007. I dont wanna talk much about the winner and so on, cos later on people will start debating and telling me who deserved to win and who's not. So ya, just congratulations to Aliff. =)
For more photos, click here.
Before we bid goodbye.. =) Thanks hunn for accompanying me! LOVES!
`Fydah.
Things have been way too different now. The more apart you are from me, the more I missed you. But, that is just a random 'I miss you' to you. I just hope, things could be like before.
I know you're gonna bombard me with all those questions after what I've told you. I'm sorry, I am just being frank. I cant keep it any longer. The more I keep, the hurtful it is. The better to let you know, so at least it's stuck in your mind somehow. I'm not trying to burden you with my expectations.. But all I ever need to be happy is to have the old you. As simple as that.
I tried telling you how i feel, expressing my love to you in many ways.. but you simply dont wanna listen. Everytime when I tried doing all that, you will then tell me yours and wanting me to put myself in your position when I've already put that into consideration. I have always been doing that all this while. You were there in camp, and I'm out here all alone to cope up with everything. Not just about us, my studies and so on. I'm lucky enough to have found your cousin, for she has always been there for me and she's the only one whom I can frequently date with. See how much she have done to take over your place? With me complaining to her about my feelings, complaining to her of my conditions and so on. And now, I feel like I'm a burden to her instead of you.
You gotta try to listen and change for the better. If not for me, at least for yourself. There's nothing much I could do now eversince you claimed that you wont change for me. It's like a dead end for me. And yes, I can see how much you treasured your friend rather than ur own gf. And so to say, I treasure my friends too but as equally as how I treasured you. I didnt meet up with that group of friends I usually hangout with simply because I spare a thought for you. Cos all of them were guys. I have to admit that. But still, they are my friends. I do wish to spend time with them again like how you could spend your time with your friends till late night or rather morning. And I know, with the curfew I have.. I cannot do much. But that doesnt mean I cannot do things beyond my limits.
Just remember one thing. "What goes around comes all the way back around." and yes, this phrase came from you. And since then, i believe in karma. All thanks to you.
`Fydah.
Basically, I've been spending most of my time with her. Just her. And darling, I LOVE YOU!
And them, the girls who always make me wanna go to school. I LOVE YOU GIRLS TRUCKLOADS LA!
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Last but not least, it's been long since I've last announced this to the public..
I LOVE THIS SUGARCANDY BOY!
& I miss you so. =(
`Fydah.
If only I could find that right time to let it all out to you. Yes, the truth is killing me softly. But you dont have to know unless you're experiencing it yourself. Yes, I know I've changed. And it's because of you. You might be wondering why. It's okay. Keep wondering. And one day you will realise.
I'm not complaining but the truth is I'm suffering from frequent headaches thinking of us. Thinking of how it will end. Thinking of how it will not end. I never want this to end. But at times, I have feelings too. And yes, I have patience too. But everyone's patience has its limits. Having to know that you wont change for me is hurting enough. Continue doing what you're doing now. I'll try to endure till I cant.
And I need some space to breathe too. And I need that freedom to meet my friends like how you want to meet your friends. And now, I'm giving you your freedom. So please, dont complain. I'm a human too.
To the wonderful friends around, thanks for your time. Thanks for being my listening ear. And yes, i still need you guys in the future.
`fydah.
I maybe running away from you people for quite sometime. But I have my own reason. I have my own problems to face. But now that I realized I’ve been neglecting you people, I felt bad that tears rolled down my cheeks. I owe an apology to you people. Never once in my life I’ve forgotten you people. Cos you’re always deep in my heart. And I always treasure the moments we used to spend together. You guys are my pillar of strength.
I heart you people till my last breath.
And again, I’m sorry.
The once- called Methricals.
The Iniquitious Chiques.
My Babboon Partner.
My primary school darlings.
And to these following people, thanks for being my listening ear and spending your time with me while Luke is away.
The Devils.
Mastura.
Huis.
Huiwen.
Lin.
Nur Ayuni Hazwani.
`Fydah.
i miss him.
