i was at the hospital the whole day today to visit grandpapa. and everytime he cried, i would then hold back my tears from rolling. i might not be that close to him, but looking at his condition now somehow saddens me.
i didnt expect that things could happen so fast. till now, i can still picture how he's lying on the hospital bed. he was unconscious last night. and when i first came today, he couldnt respond. he was fast asleep. or in other words, drowsy.
the doc said that he was in dehydration last night.. due to diarrhoea, he lose out alot of fluid in his body. and he looked kinda toxic last night. perhaps, he was conscious before we sent him to the hospital. and today, the doc told mum that no matter how bad my grandpapa's condition is.. they wont transfer him to ICU, cos it wont help. as he's totally ill and furthermore, he's already 90 yrs old. all they could do is to provide him with medicines and oxygen so that he can breathe in and out smoothly. sheesh.
dearest grandpapa, get well soon aye. i'll be visiting u again tmr. wait for me k. =(
`Fydah.
Due to the rainy weather, we've decided to dine in first to Starbucks Coffee. Sya had her Caramel Frappe and Cinnamon Roll while I had Mocha Frappe. We chatted till the rain finally stopped before we could proceed to No.1 Costume Shop to search for Sya's D&D costume. That shop was damn interesting la. I felt like putting on the wigs there and the costumes there and take a photo but somehow the people there kept attaining us. haha! which i dont like unless i asked him to.
After much searching for the costumes, we then headed for ZAM ZAM for lunch. We were superr hungry i tell you! I have not eaten since morning. Usually, i missed my breakfast cos I woke up only at 3-4pm? HAHA! Okay whatever it is, the beef murtabak without onions was delicious! So, again.. anyone's down for murtabak? HAHA! then bring me along! haha. Fyd fyd, kalau bab makan NO. 1!! =)
Next stop, Orchard. *tetetetetet* HAHA! First, we headed to TANGS for Sya need to do a little retail therapy. Hahs. Suker Sya try2 sandals eh! haha. And, i'm eyeing fot that Puma handbag that cost $119 if i'm not wrong and also, the sweater which i dont intend to check the price. HAHA! *note: my birthday is in 3 mths time.* HAHA! mimpi k fyd! hmpf.
Nampaakkk? Nampaaakk? HAHA! Next, we dine in at Centrepoint's Haagen Dazs! It was Sya's treat la of course! HAHA. Fydd, kau nih makan freee je!
NAMPAKKKK? HAHA! tempting aint it? and this caused me a headACHE. seriously. tanye Sya! I had to swallow a paracetamol after that. urgh. and she had a video of me complaining about the pill. hmpf. will post that up as soon as i got the video aye.
OH! and the funniest part was, yesterday the rain was playing hide and seek with Sya. Till she needed to open and close the umbrella! HAHA! Skejap ade skejap takde! Kesian Sya. Tapi dapat jadik Rihanna sehari kan Sya! Sukerrr? heeee.
when the sun shines, we'll shine together. Told you i'll be here 4ever, said i'll always be your friend, took an oath im'ma stick it out till the end
now that it's raining more than ever, know that we'll still have each other, FYD, you can stand under my um-bre-lla, GIRL, you can be my CIN-DE-RE-LLA. ella-ella-eh-eh-eh~
umbrella remix new version k. haha! enjoy!
On a sad-er note, Grandpapa was admitted to the hospital yesterday due to dehydration. Poor him. He had diarrhoea since morning that he lose out too much water in the body. Hopefully, he's gonna be fine. Will be visiting him in a few hours time.
Till here darlings and friends! take care. =)
`Fydah.
When two people are in a relationship, they need to share a certain level of compatibility that extends beyond the bedroom. Besides getting along as lovers, they need to be friends, in order to share each other's joy and sorrow and be on the same wavelength, mentally and emotionally. Friends, who are close to each other, tend to have that kind of emotional and mental connection, which is why the friendship is shared in the first place. Imagine if you could find that kind of compatibility in a lover as well! Read on for tips how to turn a friend into a lover:
Remind them of what they like
If you have a male friend, who have hinted in the past about what he likes in you - certain physical or emotional characterstics that you possess - learn to highlight those features. Just don't go overboard.
Remember, that when you were friends, how you looked or felt didn't matter because he would love you nonetheless. But, when it comes to love, you need to present yourself in a way that will make him notice.
Change the talk
When people are friends they tend to talk about everything under the sun, from common interests or each other's love interests! If you want this person to relate to you on a more intimate level as well. You could try flirting verbally.
Create the ambience
Instead of going with him to a ususal hangout like a movie or a coffee shop, you could change the venue to a more private and romantic setting.
Change your attitude
If this person is already your friend, he will know how you behave around someone you have more than platonic feelings for. The next time you meet him, start behaving with them the way you would around someone you like.
Body language
This is one of the most powerful tools to hint to people how you feel. The body language that two friends share is very different. All you have to do is change the way you touch your friend and if he has half a brain, he'll get the hint.
All The Best!
If you talk to two persons - one who has never felt love, and other who is deeply in love, you will find them talking in a very different way. If you ask a person who has never loved about what he/she felt about the other's talk, the answer will be- crazy!
Is it true? Does love drive one to madness? It may not be madness as understood by psychiatrists, but a madness of emotions. Is that right? Why does love do that? To understand this, we have to explore more about love or romance. Is it friendship? Is it physical attraction? Is it just liking for each other? What is love and what is this relationship all about? Love combines all these and goes much beyond in bonding. Lovers are bonded to each other emotionally and totally. A lover cannot imagine of a life without his/her beloved. A lover will suffer like a fish suffers without water, if he/she is separated from the beloved. Love becomes the whole life. Love gives life. Love becomes the reason of life. Life begins and ends with love. That is love. And that's why people call love mad!
How and why a lover feels like this for one's beloved is beyond any logical explanation. There is no arithmetic sum that can decide this. It is all emotional. And the emotions are so overwhelming that they engulf the whole personality. Why does a flower look lovely to all of us? Why are we attracted by the sight of a beautiful sunset? Why do we love to walk on the beach? Do we know? Can we answer these questions? Our only answer may be that- I feel happy doing it. A lover feels happy, rather so happy in love that it cannot be compared with any other happiness. One forgets one's pains, one's pleasures and one's existence when in love.
Fall in love if you still haven't and feel the madness. You will get a clue to why true lovers are called mad.
Send ecards to your beloved, to increase the love between you. Love is a beautiful emotion, and it impacts in a tremendous manner. Enjoy going crazy in love.
Me and Hakim sure did have fun earlier on! Yes yes, i've just posted up the photos in multiply! We didnt really take that much photos tho.. due to the dark surrounding and we were purely having lotsa fun singing our lungs out. hahs.
Last but not least...
thanks for the day darling. i really had fun. and i'm sure you had fun too, cos you got to choose most of the songs that you like and i had to sing along with you. luckily, i knew most of the songs. if not, i swear i'm gonna camwhore like nobody's business. and i swear that that's not going to happen, cos i go there to karaoke not camwhore! heh. and i swear i love you baby. and the feeling keep growing each day.and hey! i'm missing you already. *HUGS&KISSES*
`Fydah.
"The greatest ironies of life: having the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out that you love someone after that person walks out of your sight ...."
VANESSA gorgeously in red!
And of course, save the best for the last! ZAC EFRON!
please tell me if that's HAKIM! haha!
Toodles ladies and gentlemen.
`Fydah.
"Don't try to not love someone for it will only make your love grow deeper; just accept it."
so one day, there was this guy who asked for my number when i was studying at Lot 1's Macdonalds with Ayuni. i refused to give him but he stood there pathetically. so, i gave him out of sympathy. i replied the first few of his msges, and answered the first few calls.. after which i avoided him. and he then used a private number to call. since then, i msged everyone who's using private numbers to sms me before they call including Hakim. And that's when, me and Hakim started to keep in contact. it was weird la.. how i could be talkative after that. heh.
and after a few phone conversations and messages.. he sent a photo of his.
For once, i thought he looked like elmo! haha. but elmo is cute! and so is he. actually, before he sent me this photo i did saw it before and Anakmelayu. com. Yup, those days when i was so hooked to Anakmelayu. But we're like strangers la. he added me up as a friend for nothing. haha! but nvm. actually, even before we got to know each other.. i've already fallen for him the first time i saw this photo at Anakmelayu. haha! but, i cant make the first move kan.. so, sabar jer laa.
I got to know his younger sister, Nurul, first through Anakmelayu.com too! Plus, i've met her. But i didnt know that Nurul is his younger sis. Not until Ayuni mentioned Hakim's name. And Nurul telling me that his bro is in contact with Ayuni. haha! and all along during sec 5, there were moments where Ayuni was always busy talking on the phone with Hakim on our back home from school. Aku pon jadi cam patong la pat situ.. dengar kan si Ayuni bobal. haha!
So, one fine day.. Hakim's friend, Irwan, wanted to be friends with Ayuni. And so, Ayuni and Hakim both exchanged friends. haha! as in, Irwan get to know Ayuni.. Hakim get to know me. The truth is, I was surprised la. I didnt tell anyone, not even Ayuni. Haha! So Ayuni, now you know already eh! haha. Surprised but excited! haha. sheesh, gatal eh kau fyd!
So, back to after receiving that photo of his.. he once told me that he received a photo from me through mms too. But the strange thing was, i didnt send any. He told me he received this photo from me..
I swear I didnt send this to him! chet. And so, i sent him a photo of me and Ayuni..
And he said, I looked like Kakak2. padahal2. haha!
*to be continued.....
The title says it all. Yes, i was so panic earlier on in school! I went in to the specific examination venue stated in the timetable.. and was searching for seat 304 but it was to no avail. i stepped out of that zone and went to the next zone, asking other students if this zone is where students sit for that digital electronic paper. I checked for both zones, two students said no. then god bless! hurhur. I thought that's the end of my poly life. cos if i were to fail that paper again, i'll definitely be kicked out from NYP.
And so, I tried my luck again.. and asked this chinese guy who's right outside zone 3, the zone which is stated in my timetable. He claimed that yes, that zone is for those who's sitting for digital electronics paper.
And so I asked him a dumb qns la..
Me: but but.. seat no. 304 is no where to be seen. the last seat is 300.
Him: hmm.. i think it's the other zone.
Me: no no.. other zones are for different modules.
Him: (looking thru the small glass panel of the door) hmm.. you try checking with the lecturers.
Me: ohh.. okay. thanks btw!
And so I asked this lecturer..
Mr: (pointing towards the front)
Me: no no.. i know my seat no. it's 304.
Mr: 204? (pointing seat 204)
Me: -_-' it's 304, not 204.
Mr: oh! it's right over there.
Me: hur? but the last seat is 300.
Mr: no no.. there's somemore at the side.
Me: Oh! ler. okay.
Seeee.. how sotong I am. chet. macam baru masok skola pulak! grr. sungguh memalukan.
And the paper was okay I supposed. Hopefully I pass this time.
AND! hopefully tmr i will get to meet Hakim, eventho for just a short while. =)
`Fydah.
I had my Industrial Electronic & Control paper earlier on today. Was disastrous? Huuuuuk~ I dont wanna elaborate more. somehow the revision paper given was not much of a help. chet.
After which I met up with Aidil, Acap and Liyana over at AMK to revise. Thanks for asking me along ayee. I regretted for walking back to school to get the study guide for tmr cos I used to have it last semester. urgh. And so we wasted like 45mins of walking to and fro. But still, we managed to cover up 3 topics right Acap? hurhur. Oh! and when Me and Acap were walking back to school from Amk Library, one of my friend who's also my neighbour saw us when he's on the road. and so, i received a msg from an unknown number. he said.. " Ngan lelaki mane plak kau klua dgn? hehehehe." (" With which guy you're out with? hehehehe.") okay so to mean, he recognised my bf. and that person was my neighbour la! kaypoh la sangat. chet. de pikir aku nihh flirt2 ngan llk lain ker? grrr.
So, after revising.. we headed for KFC cos i've been complaining how hungry i was. And it was Aidil's treat! Best kannn! He cancelled the deal of treating me choc to KFC. awww.. sweet kan? hurhur. Thanks alot hor Aidil! Naingkali blanje lagi k. haha! Oh! and I made them send me to AMK's control station cos i was afraid if i get lost. and thanks for sending me guys! =) Good luck for tmr's paper Acap! And all the best to me. heh.
Bf, I miss you. Call me soon. =(
`Fydah.
I woke up only to find out that i got a big bulging left eye. yes, swollen left eye. dah macam mate goldfish. and i can hardly open my left eye. the pink flesh from the inside of my eyes covered the white part of the eyeball. urgh.
due to this, the revising plan was cancelled. chet. sorry hor acap & dil.. my left eye is so bad la. dah macam pirate. i felt bad for dil has brought his clothes along to school in order to meet me & acap after school. and now, i cant even revise. my vision is already not clear, whatsmore with only one eye open. hopefully, it will be okay tonight. so i dont have to sit for my exam tmr with a goldfish eye where everyone will be looking and staring at me like i'm one mysterious creature and asking what's with my left eye. grrr.
and mum & dad kept nagging. cos i rubbed my eye till i got this! haha.
This was taken 7 months back. Yup, if i'm not wrong, the first time when Hakim got booked out. hahs. Yes, the first weekend. hurhur. Oh did I tell you guys that I like him botak? First, he looks so round. Second, he looks cuter. Third, maybe he slimmed down (but that was the first month! haha.) But still, i love him no matter what la. Busok ker, burok ke.. aku sayang jugak! heee.
I SIMPLY LOVE YOU LA! MUAHSSS!
`Fydah.
"To love someone is nothing. To be loved by someone is something. To love and be loved by someone is everything."
Math paper was rather manageable i say. Cos the review questions were of great help. phew! One thing I love about NYP is that, they give review questions or rather hints that are closely similar to that of the actual paper. I'm not sure if other polytechnics actually practised this. hurhur. But still, i'd better not say anything cos Mr Albert would be reading this anytime. heh.
So ya.. 1 down, 3 more to go!
I missed the fun just now. I didnt get to join Huis, Lin, Huiwen, Rave and so on for dinner. Hmpf. Simply because.. I got no money lorr! Fydah is broke almost all the time lor! chet. Cos Fydah not working lor! Grr. Best kan? I know. Thank you. chet.
And to wrap up, I miss Hakim. Okay, i know it's so random but who cares? haha. Will be meeting Acap at AMK tmr to head for fullerton to revise.. which means, I'll be looking forward for Aidil's arrival with the chocolates that he promised me. haha!
Goodnight people! Take caree! =)
`Fydah.
i had a bad time revising today. i got a feeling i gotta repeat for another couple of modules next semester. i know just what to expect. darling, i'm sorry if i were to dissapoint you. not just you, even mum and dad. i'm totally under pressure now.
and darling, thanks for accompanying me just now to revise with Nadhir. sorry for troubling you dear. but it's when you're around that i felt much better revising. altho, i cant absorb much.. i still try to at least absorb the most i can.
i brokedown 12345678910 times today. first, when msging Hakim. second, on the phone with Hakim. third, while chatting with Aidil. fourth, while chatting with Nadhir. and the list goes on... and now, when i'm typing all these down. whatsmore when i got to know that i wont be meeting Hakim this weekend. sigh.
darling, do take care of yourself aye. you dont have to worry much bout me. i'll be fine. i'll try to cope with my studies all i can. love you.
`fydah.
Okay this photo was taken hmm.. 2-3 years back if i'm not wrong. And handsome tak my dad? hahs. Handsome kan handsome kan! My mum used to tell me that she fell for my dad cos he has M Nasir's look! hahaa~ And people said my mum looked like Rahimah Rahim. haha! okayy whatever it is, May all your wishes do come true daddy. Semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.
So we both headed for bugis. Strolled around. Slacked around. Before we settled for Zam Zam Restaurant. Urgh. I'm still craving for the murtabak. Down for murtabak anyone? We go together2 k. Sampai perut kembung. And I still could not believe that i could actually finish the whole plate of nasi beriyani last wednesday. And yet, i can still have chicken POT not PORK pie. Okay mas? POT k, not PORK. wakakakaka!
Okay. After which, we met the devils, Zuli & Fara at Raffles City Shopping Centre before we proceed to fullerton for the BEAUTIFUL fireworks. BEAUTIFUL indeed, when i cant even see a thing. Just the tree and the GALA infront of me. Chet. To add on, the irritating group of boys who went OHHH~ everytime a firework appeared! So imagine, having to watch the fireworks for 15mins there with them screaming OHHH~ at every single firework! Plus, they were the only ones who's making a fool out of themselves while the rest were admiring the fireworks. And you wanna know what was Hakim doing? He's busy playing PSP! chet. Luckily ade devils, bleh jugak layan aku. Actually, bukan layan uhs. Irritate lagi ade! chet. But nvm. haha!
Sooooo, you guys wanna know how vain can my Hakim be? Here take a look at this..
There he is. My Hakim shiok sendiri. hahs. Tapi tetap cute and handsome. Eh no tak handsome, if not Nadhir will say that i go for looks. chet.
Till here darlings and friends! Daaaaaa~
`Fydah.
so this is my Hakim. my one and only hakim. what makes him so special? cos he has got the key to my heart. yes, he have found the key to my heart 474 days ago. he opened a new chapter in my life. giving me neverending strength and support to move on with my life. showering me with lots of his love and concern.
darling, thanks for everything. the sacrifices, the support, the love, the concern. eventho, you could be irritating at times.. i still love you. cos it's when you're irritating me, then i felt happier having you with me deep in my heart. having to make me smile wide. you never fail to say i love you, i miss you, i want to be with you everytime when we meet and talk on the phone. love, i cant bear spending another day without you. i need you all the time.
i will always be looking forward to meet you baby. i just love spending my time with you. if only you're my teddy bear that i hug everynight when i sleep...
psst baby~ i want that tinkerbell please. please, pretty please. i called you handsome yesterday remember? hahs. and you know you're my cutest botakboy right? so please baby, i want that tinkerbell. =(
so, these were the five movies. i've watched Rush Hour 3 and Black Sheep in cinemas.. and i've decided to watch it again, cos i like it. duhh. heh. Rush hour 3 was hilarious and so is Daddy's Day Camp & Ratatouille. Simpsons is totally not my choice. cos i find it being crappy. Black sheep was disgusting yet hilarious. all in all.. i've been watching a comedy kinda movie. yes, plus action and so on.
i'm supposed to be studying for exams, but i didnt. i can still afford to watch all these movies. and there are few lining up now in my favourites. haha! and yess, tmr i'll be meeting Huiwen to study in school. like finally.. i'm studying! heh. guess, i wont be studying much tmr.. maybe blabber more. haha! alrightyy.
as usual... i miss my bf. sheesh. =(
`Fydah.
CUTENESS! SIMPLY IRRESISTABLE!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
p/s: And kindly pause the imeem player aye before you watch the video. =)
yesyes! my bodyguard. haha. do enjoy urself laterr! and may all your wishes do come true. and all the best in ur future endeavours! sorry horr tak dapat join kau and the rest later. huuuuk~ maklumlah.. boss busy katekan. haha! okays2, u better read this hor acap. pasal aku still take the effort to post this up for u right after aku finish revising. haha! take caree acap!
&Not forgetting my uncle Mimi! happy birthday to u too! semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki! =)
`Fydah.
hey baby! thanks for the movie treat, lunch treat, coffeebean treat and so on earlier on. as soon as i get a job during the holidays, i'll definitely gonna treat u eat again one day alright? previously was pizza right? why not we hit for swensen? if i get a job that is. and baby, i dont mean to be too overdemanding over this relationship.. but i just want the best for us. i want us to be the most loving and happy couple that anyone could ever imagine and envied of. i've never been loving someone this strong other than you. and i'm sorry if i got too worked up over the littlest thing. but frankly, it's haunting me. i dont know why. i just cant stop comparing. i just feel ridiculous. and bout tmr, not to worry k. i'll be fine revising alone. go settle all the stuffs that you need to k. &i'm missing you already. take care love.oohhhweee! i'm high on trance now after listening to Hakim's dizzler playlist at TAGGED. sheesh. and i'm totally high on coke despite having a very bad sorethroat that's becoming worse. firstly, i had junk food twice today. and i've been eating lots of chocolates the whole of last week and this week. and again, i drank coke twice today. not only today, last few days and last week. or should i say,i had coke everytime i had fast food for lunch & dinner? hurhur. cool or whatt!! and not forgetting that CBTL indulgence day plus GJ, basically.. cafe-ing.
so, today was officially end of 3rd semester, i think. haha! cos next week there's not much of lessons going on and of which wednesday, i'll be sitting for communication skills common test paper. gotta start revising soon. ahh.. then study week, followed by semestral exams. i hate exams. sheesh. all i'm looking forward to is holiday! haha. hopefully, i could make it this semester la. if i were to fail digital electronics again, then i gotta bid goodbye to nyp and my greatly irritating classmates. sigh.
gotta revise real hard this time. and i mean real hard, i think. heh. LIN! HUIWEN! RAVE! HUIS! ALL HELP ME! hahs.
huuuuuk~ i wanted to watch this yearr NDP so much. But nvm la. Dont wanna elaborate that sad story of mine. it will never end i tell u. eventho, Hakim is performing. Nevermind la.. Next year perhaps.
Masss! accompany me to the library! i have the sudden urge to read. &yes, abt philosophies of life. and relationships. so tell me when you're free alrightt darlingg! =)
Ayuni! Stop doing ur assignment and meet me laa! Irritatinggggg! haha.
Hakim, have a goodnight sleep. sweet dream botak! seee you soon. =)
`Fydah.
It's Polka Dot Day today! haha. at least for me and Mas, right Mas? haha. Or should I call you Kak Mas? heh. Shh k, dont tell anyone. So yes, we finally met! haha. And it was one hell of a great day la! We were laughing our ass off and got ourself cranky! hurhur. I love it everytime we laugh at the littlest thing! Heee.
So our first spot was Centrepoint's MacDonalds for lunch. Actually kan Mas, I wasnt that hungry. But I forced myself to eat. haha! But I did finish up the McWings right? heh. So yahh.. we catch things up. Every single thing la. Whatever that came across in mind, we'll share. And as usual, I'm the one who got lots to tell! Sorry Mas, cant help it. haha!
Next destination, Heeren's Fourskin to get Mas's brown skirt. Ahhh.. and if only I have the money, I would definitely buy! Not only that skirt, that tank top at G2000 too! haha. Best kan try2, but never buy! heh.
After which, we headed for a drinking session over at Suntec's GJ. Ahh.. we had GJ's Original Chocolate Ice Blended. Was average laa. Then we drank till we're bloated. Then as usual, go toilet laa! Lose ourself up! haha.
Up Next, CBTL! haha. Ahhhh.. I love Suntec's CBTL. haha! And and, I made a new friend there which is also Mas's new bestfriend! and his name is Usop. haha! tsktsk. We had Banana Chocolate Cake, Apple&Raisin Crumble and Ice Blended Coffee. Ahhh.. Cooool or whatt! haha. Must go there often already, especially when Mas is working! haha. And now, I have a sorethroat! grrr.
And I simply cant resist this incident that happened when we left CBTL.
Mas: Bye Usop!
Usop: Bye Fydah.. Bye Fydah.. Bye Fydah..
Fydah: (waves goodbye)
And eventually Usop stopped saying goodbye! haha. Kekek abes laa! haha.
Mas! dont jealous k! haha!
Okay Hakim, dont get jealous. I will storytell u soon! haha. =)
`Fydah.
