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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Dear Rozita Bte Mohd Yusof,

Redeem the all-new iPod touch - 8GB on us!

Thank you for accepting our offer to surf with Singnet Broadband.

To redeem your new iPod touch - 8GB, simply complete and present the acknowledgement receipt attached with your NRIC at the participating outlets indicated below.

Redemption of the iPod touch - 8GB is to be made by 10 December 2007.
Happy surfing!

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ohhhhweeee! finally! the letter that I've been waiting for finally is finally here! heh.
i'm so gonna collect it thiss Friday right after schoool~ heh. Semangat hokayyy~

there it is, my current obsession. =)

MuchLove,
Fydah.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I'm supposed to blog this down yesterday. But due to some circumstances that I couldn't focus on what to blog, I've decided to blog it down today.

So.. Take a veryyy deeep breath yaa. heh.

Firstly, I miss my bf so muchhh. I know it's kinda random laa.. cos i've been saying the same thing again and again. But who cares right? heh. Bf, don't think too much about what your friends have got to say about you. Remember, you've got your own responsibilties to shoulder. Unlike some of them who leads a wonderful life with no responsibilities. You know you always have me. Ignore what they have to say, cos I know you the best. Let them ENJOY all they want. Cos they have the money and time. You have like a year more to go baby. So, just endure and be strong k. =) *hugs&kisses*

Secondly, I noticed something lately. Everyone is facing somekind of a relationship problem. Mind you, it's not just the ladies.. but the guys too. Well friends, I cannot help you physically. But the least thing I could do is to be there whenever you need me. You guys know that I'm just a call away. So don't hesitate to call me ya. My phone is always ON. heh. The least I could do is to give your advices and be your listening ear. At least, you have someone to confide in and hopefully through pouring it all out, it helps to ease the burden you're carrying.

Thirdly, my common test timetable is OUT! cool or what?! Somehow, i felt that school just started yesterday. hurhur. And now, it's already the 7th weeek! That means common test is in 2 weeks timeee! baaaaaaaah~ so to mean, next week i need to like start studying? Oh NOOOOO~ heh.

Last but not least, I just got to know this one pathetic and irritating guy whom I called a ****** in school. Oh no, it's not like I approached him or he approached me to get my number or whatever sort. He's my lecture mate. Oh, did i just say 'mate'? Okay whatever. To me, he's just a pathetic attention seeker who keeps making noise every lecture just to attract either the lecturer's attention or the rest of the students. And just last weeek, he called my name like 3 to 4 times just to seek attention. And hell no, I'm gonna turn and talk to him. He's in my blacklist already by then. Whatsmore when he got to stare at my classmate for no reason! So sickening la can? Then just yesterday I was having practical in this room and he happened to be in the opposite room. So, we kinda can see what each other is doing through the glass panel. And so his immediate reaction when he saw me was to give that stupid smile of his expecting me to smile back and 'layan' him. Dream on okay boy! You're not worth my time! And whatsmore my smile! heh. And please la eh, stop bothering me. I will never 'layan' you! NEVER hokayyyy! BOLAYAN EH! Don't waste your time too k. =)

OH YA! I'm looking forward to this ever cute movie!

Ahhhhh... I LOVE CHIPMUNKS! and i like Theodore! heh. they actually have their very own website! now tell me, how adorable is that?! whatsmore, they have myspace too! haha.

Till then.

MuchLOVE,

Fydah.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Had such great fun with my darling bf today! Apart from all the walkings and blisters i had on my feet, i enjoyed the day spent with him today. All the jokes and laughters, i miss those so much love. Today was perfect. We didnt quarrel at all. Sucha bliss. Hopefully, it will remain this way for as long as we meet. =)

Been surveying for my bdae gifts! haha. I'm in love with that new edition of croc's pump shoes, that novo pumps, adidas sweater, puma sweater, few random tops, that nike watch and lots more. HAHA! the list goes on.. heh.

I've got a few things to look forward to. That Sony Cybershot T20 that dad promised to get me for my birthday next mth. That IpodTouch prolly in 2 wks time. and of course, my birthday! heh.

Bf told me something irritating today. He told me that.. every december, my uncles&aunties would probably be switching off their mobile phones for one month so that I wouldn't call them to request for my birthday gifts! Prolly, they would turn it on in January. So as long as my birthday is totally over. Haha! Cool kan? I shoot you then you know! How can you be so mean, bf? tsktsk.

Ahh.. I can go on telling about my upcoming birthday till tmr. Hello FYD, wake up! it's still NOVEMBER la can! baaaaah~ Okay, enough. heh.

Talking about birthday, it's my lil cousin's birthday tmr, 25th November 2007.
He's turning 2!
So, HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY AMSYAR SAYANG!
the ever cutest one!
arghh.. i cannot resist cute little kids!
BUT, i aint a paedophile!

Till then.

MuchLOVE,
Fydah.

Friday, November 23, 2007

It's gonna be a short update cos i'm exhausted already. I waited for the bf to call after he had his supper, but he seems to no avail la can? grrr. prolly, he's asleep by now.. and have to wake up later for his guard duty! OBYGOOD! HAHAHA!

I had fun going shopping with my uncle & his family at Tampines's IKEA & GIANT. What makes it more fun is his fellow children! I love them to bits laa! hek! We were laughing our ass off at the littlest things!

Now, let the pictures do the talking aye. =)

And to Uncle Mimi & Auntie Yati, thanks for the MacDonalds treat! Especially that frappe mocha! heh.

Last but not least, to my dearest cousin Nurul Natashah..

Congratulations upon achieving an aggregate of 197 for your PSLE. I'm so proud of you laaa! Study hard when you get into Secondary School okay! Make your Mama&Papa proud! I know you can do it! *hugs*

Oh I almost forgot! Congrats to my nephew, Abdul Hafiz aka Apek, who passed his PSLE too with the aggregate of 170+ (heh. i cant remember the last digit tho.) Study hard okay! Normal Acad is not that bad anyway! You can do it! *hugs*

To bf, thanks hor bubble! grrr.

MuchLOVE,
Fydah.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

I wanna jump for joy can! I wanna jump cos i just found out that I have a Gay Porn Freak friend. baaaah~ and that Gay Porn Freak friend of mine actually did that design for me! And he wanna print it for me as well! Cool or whattt! hek! oh please tell me it's a birthday gift! Cos I don't have any moo lahs to print that out. Haha! take care sei fyd, tak tahu malu betul! -_-"

I'm eyeing for a lot of things laaa especially when that day is getting nearer! hurhur. Got lots of things in mind, but the moo lahs arent that sufficient! grr. Whatsmore, when i'm still owe-ing presents for the following ppl: Huiwen, Mas, Nadhir & Bom. Oh tell me I didnt miss out anyone pleaseee. HAHA!

I'm going insaneee! Somebody help me!

MuchLOVE,Fydah.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Bf sent me these two edited photos of his when he was online awhile ago before he left for camp. I dont even know why he would edit his photo that way.. with the thought of showing me that photo. COS, I can hardly seee his face. Okay bedek. I mean, it's not clear!

Oh and that tells something!

I'VE GOT MYSELF A VAIN BF! hek!cheeky he is.irritating he is.sweet he is.stubborn he is.&lots moreeee!

But no matter what, I love you baby. *hugs&kisses*

MuchLOVE,Fydah.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

I have yet to receive the photos taken yesterday during my cousin's birthday celebration. What I've got here.. were from my camera phone. As soon as I've got the photos, I'll post it up ya.

that birthday cake which i surprised him with.

the birthdayBoy who turns 13 on the 17th Nov.

Last but not least, me and the birthdayBoy.

Those aside.

Actually, I'm not in the mood to blog. Since, i'm way too bored.. then i chose to blog. The motive was to post up the birthday photos. But after much consideration, i'd like to blog what i'm feeling right now.

To Bom, I'm sorry that I couldn't make it today. I'm sorry that I lied to you about not being free. In fact, I was so free today. Just that, I don't have the mood to go over your place for the makan2. Thousand apologies Bom. Well wishes to you. Do take care of yourself and pls heed my advice for you own good.

To Bods, I'm sorry that I have to make up stories. I wanted to go over to Bom's place so much that I've to cancel our so called 'plan'. But in the end, i told you that I have to accompany my mum to go over my uncle's place that I have to cancel the plan of meeting you and proceed to Bom's place. Thousand apologies to you too. We'll meet up some other time aye. Do text me whenever you're free.

To Chaz, I lied to you too. I'm sorry.

The reason to why I'm lying and making up stories to you guys is because I wasn't in the mood to do anything. I don't feel like going out. I don't feel like meeting my friends. I was sleeping all the way at home. In fact, I wasn't that tired. I waited for Hakim's msges and calls but he couldn't get any network coverage. Then done. I fell asleep with a slight disappointment. No, not because of Hakim.. but other things.

I've learnt to please others by hurting my own feelings. But I guess, i have to live up to the saying that goes.. " i dont live to please others." Seriously, I don't even know why I tried very hard to be good to others when they don't even appreciate me. Well, I'm not longing for appreciation. But at least, make me feel happy. Make me feel wanted. Not for a short period of time.. but FOREVER.

But I'm grateful that I still have my family who still loves me. My uncles and aunties who cares about me. My grandad and grandmama who loves me so much. Without them, I won't be able to go this far. I won't be this strong if it isn't for them.

Do appreciate what you have now, before you regret later.

MuchLOVE,
Fydah.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

I'm so in love with my blogskin and not forgetting Mas's blogskin! Seriously. I couldnt stop viewing my blog and Mas's every now and then! HAHA! I sukeee laaa MAS!

THANK YOU SO MUCHHH MY DARLING GF! I SAYANG YOU MANYAK2! heeee.

Since all my fellow Multiplian friends would not be able to view my blogskin unless they drop by, i'll post our blogskin up here! heee. semangat sei fyd.. nvm! must promotee my gf's work! heee.

This belongs to ME! [LukeFyd]

...and my Darling GF! *HUGS* [MasAjehh]

Nice kannn!

Apart from all that, I would like to wish my dearest lil cousin..
HAFEEZ DANIAL..

A HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY!

You're a big boy now darling! You're now a teenager! That means we should celebrate! and therefore, that's the reason why I bought you a birthday cake plus to congratulate you on getting the first position in class! I'm so proud of you laaa! Eventho you can be irritating at times, but your Kak Nora loves youu so muchhh k! May all you wishes do come true lil cousin! Remember, play hard & study smart! If you have any problems, do approach me. I'm more than happy to help you! Hope you like the Birthday Cakee! *hugs* Make your Mama&Papa proud k!

MuchLOVE,
Fydah.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

As told in the previous entry that i'm supposed to visit Bom in the hospital. So off I went to meet my darling gf Ayuni at J.E interchange before we proceeded to the hospital. We had a problem searching for ward 66 and we were like playing some maze game luh. But eventully we did manage to find the ward la.

As soon as we reached that ward and Bom's bed, he wasnt there. -_-" Dah sakit-sakit pon blehh klua isap rokok eh.. tsktsk. Bom Bom.. Oh! and Bom, your leg quite swollen hor. Seram aku tengok. Hopefully the operation today goes smoothly for you aye. We'll definitely pray for you. And please, refrain yourself from riding until your leg is fully recovered hor.

To Ayuni: Hey darl, i know you're not okay. I could sense it yesterday. But I didnt really want to prompt you with questions cos I dont think it's the right time. But do remember one thing, you still have me. Dont give up on life over someone who doesnt appreciates you. You still have your friends. We still need you. And of course, I need you. So that you can listen to my whinings over the phone. I can play trumpet if you want to! heh. I love you, you know.

Last but not least, for the 137402567050283287th time..
I MISS HAKIM!

MuchLOVE,
Fydah.

To that someone who tried hard to be Luke, do try harder to be my Luke okay. And please, if you have guts to tag that down, do have guts to write your name down. Whatever it is, if you hate me.. just tell me straight aye. You dont have to ask me to shut up and call me a bitch. If you think I'm that bad, then I supposed you're more worse. Thank you for dropping by my blog anyway. Kindly leave cos I dont need you here. =)

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

I was having my Electric Circuit Analysis lecture when i received a call from Amin telling me that Bom got admitted to NUH since Sunday. baaaah~ initially I was mad laa. Cos only now that they wanna inform me. But Amin only knew today cos Bom told me that he didnt wanna trouble anyone. That's why he didnt inform any of us earlier. Got difference meh Bom? Tmr I visit you, I so gonna patah-patah kan your another leg! Wahlaowey! Where got troublesome sei. You met an accident, and it's only proper if we visit you! tsk.

And how can you NOT tell your CLOSEFRIEND here when something like this happens? Nak kene tendang eh? tsk! Nvm nvm.. tmr i can kick you! heh.

Get well soon my friend! see you tmr!

MuchLOVE,

Fydah.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

I don't think..

you need me as much anymore.

i'm that important anymore.

you love me as much anymore.

you miss me the way i miss you.

It's all obvious.

I don't wanna go finding for you like i always do.

I'll give you your space to be with your PRECIOUS FRIENDS.

Take care huns.

I wanna be alone.

MuchLOVE,

Fydah.

you know just how much i miss you. you know just how much i love you. you know just how much i need you. but why aren't you there? you once told me that you'll always be by my side. but do you? all i ever need is your attention. to appreciate me like i do appreciate you. to put me as your next priority after your family. you said you're the different from every guy i knew. do prove it to me huns. do change my mindset.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Biarkan aku menjalin asmara
Dengannya yang ku cinta
Jangan ku dihalang
Walau pedang bukan penghalang
Gelora rindu buat ku merasa
Tersiksa jauh darinya
Andai ku punya sayap
Kau di bulan akan ku jelang
Kasihku dengarlah suara hatiku
Kata hati ini hanya dirimu sorang
Yang ku sayang
Kekasih tulis namaku
Di dalam diari hatimu
Kekasih tiap senyummu
Pengubat rindu di hatiku
Puisikan segala
Janji-janji kita
Bakar semua kepalsuan
MuchLOVE, Fydah.

Friday, November 09, 2007

I admit that all those words coming from me were out of anger plus disappointment. But deep in my heart, you're the only one for me. No one else. I love you more than I love myself. Darling, the fact that I care shows how much I love you and wants the best from you. I know, as human, we are prone to make mistakes without realising it. But you have to realise that I need you almost all the time. You have to realise that I'm concern about you. There isnt a single day that I dont need your attention. I understand that you need your space too. But do know your limitations. Baby, I love you too much that I ended up being like this. You know how much I miss you, love you and need you all this while. I promise that I'm gonna behave while you're away in camp. Loveyousomuch!
*Smoooochesss!* MuchLOVE, Fydah.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

It's my off day from school today and off day from work for Hakim. And so we've decided to meet since we have not been meeting proper since he came back from Brunei.

We headed to town to get few perfumes that my mum and her friend wanted. After which a corduroy pants caught my attention. Actually, i've been eyeing for this particular corduroy pants from Bossini. But it was put to pending since the moo lahs arent enough. The one i saw today was on sale, so i tried and it fits me just right. Afterwhich, i've decided to purchase that instead of the more expensive one. Poor bf, he had to carry the perfumes and my pants. Heh. Sayang2 bf. Heee.

Then we went FarEastPlaza to have our breakfast cum lunch. Then off to Esplanade to camwhore! And before that, we bumped into Hady Mirza&Fazura! I wasnt that excited initially. After the thought of taking photos came into my mind, then i regretted and yeah excited that I saw Hady&Fazura! chet.

Handsomeee hor my HAKIM?

After all those regretting and whining chit chats i had with bf, we camwhored. But i wont be posting all of it here in my blog cos I looked so pale laa can! And please, dont remind me of my ugly eyebags. I need cucumbers and my beauty sleeeeeep! baaaah~

We've decided to take bus home since I'm too lazy to walk to the Mrt Station. Heh. And guess what? I regretted taking bus over MRT! Firstly, the bus was damn warm la can! I can hardly feel the aircon even with my cardigan off! 2ndly, there were way tooo many cockroaches! sheeesh.

I remembered hating bus rides due to those irritating and eerie cockroaches that crawling from nowhere. urgh. But that was likee years years ago laa. And i thought, at this era the buses will be much much more pleasant and i dont have to be afraid of seeing crawling cockroaches. BUT, what i saw today proved me wrong la can! I swear I'm not gonna take anymore bus rides! okay, i'm lying. But I will try to refrain myself from taking bus rides! urgh. I had to put my legs up on the bus seat! And i forced bf to change seats cos I cannot stand the heat in the bus whatsmore those cockroaches! urgh. I LOVE MRT la can?! baaaah~

I'm offf! I'm having a very bad headache due to that BUS RIDE! urgh.
thanks hor bus and not forgetting the cockroaches. Thanks for making my bus ride a meaningful and an eerie one! grrr~

MuchLOVE,
Fydah.

Monday, November 05, 2007

Handsome or not my HERO?
YES? thank you.
NO? your problem ah!
hurhur.

Ohwee! Like finally.. my hero is back here in Singapore! I couldnt stand or sit still that saturday night. I kept looking at the time and complained how slow the time went. And everyone was like.." be patient la fydah! " hahs. Whatsmore, it was meant to be a surprise for Nadhir, but in the end he got to know abt it at the very last minute! tsktsk. suchawaste. hahs! but nvm, i know Nadhir was happy enough to have Hakim there to celebrate with him, right Nadhir? heh.

The whole chalet event was great! eventhough i came later.. i did enjoy myself there! I was already tired and sleepy when Hakim reached the chalet. I forced myself to stay up so that i could spend time with Hakim but I was already too exhausted that I decided to sleep. And everyone was fighting for space to sleeep! haha! Eventually, everyone didnt stay up till late.

We didnt have enough sleep la of course. Cos till now, i'm still sleepy. But i still drag myself to school despite having backaches and feeling sleepy. Worst, I didnt revise for my maths quiz. Was too exhausted to do so. And I cried to sleep cos I still miss my bf. Hello! one day is not that sufficient to suffice the torture I went through for 3 wks of missing him hokay! cehh marah nampak fydah.. haha! Like seriously luh, i didnt get enough of him! baaaah. We'll meet soon k baby?! heee.

And oh! Hakim got pimples now! heh.

I got addicted to him so much that i took pictures of his side view. baaaah~ baby, i miss you still! =(

And I'm loving the keychain he got for me from Brunei. And i showed it off to my classmates earlier on in school! haha. Damn proud hor Fydah! Nvm la. heh.

And oops! it was our 18th Monthsary yesterday. So, Happy 18th Monthsary sayang!
*hugs&kisses*

Till then.

MuchLOVE,
Fydah.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

To my dearest niece,
NurLiyana Bte Muhd Zulkiflee..

HAPPY ADVANCED 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU DARLING!
Best wishes to you. May you succeed in every little thing you do! Study Smart & Work Hard. GET PAY, TREAT ME K! hahahaha! May you have the best celebration tmr!

Aku sayang kau!
*hugs&kisses*

MuchLOVE,
Your Youngest Aunty.

Friday, November 02, 2007

I got all emo when bf didnt reply my msg. And as soon as I received his call.. i told him this.. "babyyy... i sayang you tauuu! heee." ( babyyy... i love you you know! heee.) yeah, with a cheeky tone. I felt like screaming over the phone! heh. See how excited I get when he called. And that shows just how much I miss him and been longing for him! Aaaaahhhh... bf will be back in 28 hours time! yeahh.. approximately 1 day and 2 hours time! heh. Excited excited excited gilerr punyeee! heh.

And what adds to the excitement now is that, i'm allowed to stay overnight for theDevils chalet! ohweee~ MAS, MAYA, YANA & DEVILZ! HERE I COMEEEE! heh. Wait for me eh you all. Heeee. Sayang you alll many2 laaaa!

and if you wanna see more of theDevils Raya Outing photos...
do click here.

KAY LAAA! I SAYANG BF MANY MANY!
eeeee...gerammmmm! heh.
Muahs Muahs Muahs!

MuchLOVE,
Fydah.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

A Birthday Shoutout to one of theDevils's member, NADHIR or should I call Abang Nadhir eh? HAHAHA!

Anyways, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU BRO! May all you wishes do come true. ALL the best in your future endeavours. And may you succeed in every single thing you do! Tunggang motor tuh hati-hati sikit hor. btw dhir, muke kau in the above photo very the boy-boy eh. HAHA! seee youuu sooon bro! take careee. `Fydah.

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