Hello Lovelies! It's gonna be a VERY LONG UPDATE now. So grab your seats k.
K dah macam nak tgk wayang la pulakk! hahaha.

First and foremost, pardon me for the lack of updates ever since my last entry which is on the 7th of September. Lot's have been happening around me. & that was the date, which made me officially single. Yup. Some things are meant to let go. Cos when you hold onto it knowing that it wont go anywhere, you're just wasting your time. Eventho how much love or effort you put into it, it definitely wont be something when people dont see it or rather appreciate it.

I've learnt so much throughout my ever longest relationship with him. It definitely taught me more about how relationship is like. What's more having to handle a bf who has to serve the nation. That was the hardest part. To maintain the relationship, to make sure the love wont fade from either party and trying to stand by your limits. Before I had to handle all that, my friends used to tell me this.." I'll give you 3 months. See if you can handle him and the relationship. " All i did was smiled. I wanted to prove to them that I'm strong enough to actually handle everything that's gonna fall upon me. & of course I did. I proved them wrong. But sadly, it was too much to take that I had to let go of him 2 mths before he ORD.

To be exact, we've been together for 2 years 4 mths and 3 days before it officially has to end. I dont see the reason why my sleeping disorders and the wonderful life i have has got to do with the relationship that it has to end like that. I told myself that I gotta move on no matter what cos some things are just not meant to be. Everything or rather Everyone has to go one day. Guess, all we can do is to keep it in your heart. Cos that's where it all started and that's where it will officially fades. Time will tell.

Alhamdulillah, I've moving on fine now.

Thanks to the following people:-

Yana&Haimin: thanks for the time the other day. the laughters, the jokes you irritating creatures made. at least i know, you lovely niece and nephew still care abt ur 'aunty' here. keke. thanks for everything. i love you both so muchh. thanks for the words of encouragement as well. & to yana, thanks for flooding my digicam with ur faces k.

Mastura: thanks for always being there by my side. thanks for all the advices all these while. thanks for patiently 'tahan' with my weaknesses and stubborness. thanks alot for everything. no matter what happen, you're still gonna be my bestest bigsis ever. cos i love you more that you could ever imagine.

Khairunnisa: thanks for all the encouragement you gave me all these while sayang. thanks for being stern with me once. thanks for listening to all my crying sessions all these while. thanks for your time too. i love you so much my dearest childhood friend.

Ayuni: I know i've been troubling you with my own probs cos you're stuck in the middle. nevertheless, thanks for everything darling. i'm sorry that we've been troubling u that much. thanks alot for wanting to be the 'middle woman'. & i love you as much too. *hugs*

Dil&Kid: thanks for the wonderful day on Monday. thanks for wanting to accompany me to school and spend your time with me. thanks for the fun and laughter. in other words, thanks for the time. for sending me home.. tak pernah2 korg hantar aku smpai kat lift. thanks for being there in MSN to listen to my whinings. thanks alot! aku sayang korang k.

Bom: thanks for answering the phone when i called. haha! thanks for willingly wanting to listen to my craps and complaints. You're the best bro. Cos i know, i've once neglected you and yet you still treat me as your friend till now. Miss you and the rest. We'll meet up soon k.

FEZDarlings: thanks for being there at times when i needed you both the most. thanks for everything. i really treasure this friendship that we have built. i'll definitely hold onto it close to my heart darlings. i love you both so much!

BTB babes: Thanks for cheering me up in either way thru msn, multiply and whatsnot. Sorry that I was a lil too quiet during our first meet-up session. Thanks for all the concerns. I'll be fine definitely. =)
Someone: Thanks for the friendship. The advices. The time for wanting to listen to my problems. Thank you so much.

&TO THOSE WHOM I MISSED OUT, MY APOLOGIES. NEVERTHELESS, THANK YOU SO MUCH.

*******

SPECIALLY FOR MY LOVELY BIGSIS, MASTURA.

Salam Takziah atas pemergian Ayahanda yg tercinta.
Innalillah
Semoga roh-nya ditempatkan di kalangan ahli-ahli syurga.
Insya Allah.
Amin.

*******

Okay. I know I've been blabbering too much even before i start to go into the usual updates of my pictures and events.

So here goes..

Was chatting with Dil&Kid earlier on in MSN.
&they wanted me to do a printscreen of them making faces through their webcam.
& so here it is..

BROTHERSKU YANG TERBAIK.

alalalala.. cute nyer abg dan adek aku. haha!

tgk tuh muke manje kid.. sungguh tak manje lor!

Okay next.

I dont know why but I just feel that i wanna blog abt this. heh.
I'm just too free or rather too bored at home that I changed the layout of my online profiles consistently. & definitely, it must be green! And tadaaa~, the followings are printscreens of my friendster, imeem, multiply and tagged profiles. & i'm so into green! hee. ohwell. =)

Friendster.
Friendster.
Imeem.
Multiply.
Tagged.

22.09.2008, Monday

No, it isnt any monday blues k. keke.
I had to travel to school to clarify a few things with some of the supervisors in school. Yesyes, i'll doing a concurrent module during my FYP. which means I have to work extra harder.

&so I met KokYuh at the traffic light somewhere near my place and his before we proceed to school. Then I met up Dil&Kid in school before we proceed to town.

Thanks once again for wanting to accompany me guys. &thanks for the wonderful day. For once, i couldnt stop laughing that day and they thought I laugh like a puppy. Nih la brothers aku.. Brothers dunie akhirat eh. HAHAHA!

Nevertheless, they are still the best of all.

Rashid joined us a wee bit later. Afterwhich we break our fast at Nana Thai Restaurant.
I was complaining the most la. Cos I'm damn hungry! keke. BUT, I didnt finish my food. I just cant consume too much food during the fasting month. & I supposed I'm losing weight now. keke. okay, whatever la ye.

Now, the pictures yaw. =)

Dil & Rashid

Kid
(sumpah aku tak mintak gmbar kau yang nih kid. tapi since dah ade.. aku upload je k.)

Kid & Fyd

Altogether in Nana Thai Restaurant.In the train.

Gigi teratur sey kau dil.
Tapi hidung and mate tuh maintain k.
Eh aku baru perasan.. couple blkg tuh romantic uh. kau nih spoil uh dil! haha!

Overall, I had fun. Thanks for the great time guys.
See you again soon. =)

*******

20.09.2008, Saturday

It's a special day.
This time round.. no more Saturday outing with a special someone.
But I supposed there's more to come. heh.

anyways, it was my dearest Aunt's birthday that day.
She turned 37.
We've decided to break fast at Swensens @ Changi Airport Terminal 2.
The initial plan was Marina Square.. but Changi Airport is still the best la. Lots of variety to choose from.

Afterwhich, we headed to Geylang.
Sungguhsesakdanpanas.com
& I'd always grab Akif's arm.
To make sure I aint lost. haha!
& I'll make sure Danial will be right behind me. HAHAHA.
mampos, kakak sdre de punye la pengecut.
tapi takpe. heh.

So now, the pictures.
Not much pictures taken using my digicam cos the battery went flat earlier than expected. hahaha!
Most of it is still with Aunty Yati.
SO yaaaa.
Gotta wait till I have it aye.

Muhd Akif Elfi Bin Zulkifli.

Nur Rafidah Bte Roozainee.

Muhd Hafeez Danial Bin Zulkifli.

Muhd Irfan Danish Bin Zulkifli.

Once again,
HAPPY 37th BIRTHDAY AUNTY YATI!

*******

19.09.2008, Friday

It has been long since I last met these people.
Yup, my lovely niece and nephew.
Walaupun korg irritating nak mampos eh, aku tetap sayang korg uh.

& so.. we've decided to head to Pizza Hut to break fast.
The service was super slow. Like seriously.
But nvm, i still can take it.

Afterwhich, we were thinking of going Geylang.
But Haimin refused.
Then Dempsey, Haimin & me refused.
Holland V, both of us refused again.
We ended up chilling at Starbucks @ TheCathay.

& the best thing was, my digicam got flooded.
Dont wanna mention names uh.
Yana, kau tau la eh. HAHAHA!

& again, picturessss.....

The Siblings.

The Aunty.

Haimin & Myself.

Myself & Yana.

The camwhore queeeeen!

The mat rantai bunga. HAHAHA!

Ohhh.. that ugliest smile.

Color Accent; Pink.

Color Accent; Pink.

Color Accent; Pink.

Uh uh.. my eyes are really getting smaller.

Alalalaa. sweet la tuhh.. hahaa!

Tapi, aku lagi sweet uh. hahahaha!
k fyd dah eh stop eh.

Sungguh tak perlu laa that face! tsk.

Yana & Hulk Junior. HAHAHAH!

Remember my birthday k. =)
23rd dec tau. hahaha!

LoveLove!

I was actually asking their Mum, who's actually my cousin.. if she missed me. HAHAH!
& she said no. but i know she's lying! hahahaah.
perasan betul kau fyd!

How? bleh jadi couple tak? hahahaha!
Perang Dunia ke 3 agaknye nanti!

That makcik mate kecik again. =)

Thanks for the day you lovely niece&nephew.
Thanks for the great time spent and the laughter.
Aku sayang korg banyak2!

*******

18.09.2008,Thursday

The moment we've been waiting for.
FINALLY, we get to meet as a whole.
We're like lostfound sisters.

Thanks Kak Puts for the treat to Swensens. Thanks for making this outing a very successful one and to make it happen. Thanks for the chocolate, the yellow ribbon & the lollipop! keke.

To Kak Mia, thanks for the voodoo doll. I love it so much la.
Sampai my Aunty pon suke! heeee.

To Kak Ella, thanks for the badge, the picture and also the lovely Hari Raya letter. keke.

To Kak Nina, thanks for the delicious cookie. Nak makan pun sayang tau kak.
But in the Fyd sebat jugak.
Cannot resist! haha.

To Eza, Mira, Irah.. thanks for the wonderful day! keke.
Best eh shopping kat Cotton On! kan kan kan?!

It was nice meeting you lovely sisters and ladies!

Sorry if I didn't talk much. Fyd nih memang pendiam dengan orang2 yang baru kenal dan yang baru jumpa. keke. We'll meet up soon k!
Love you alll!

Pictures yaw!!
Irah. Kak Ella. Mira. Eza.

Irah. Kak Ella. Mira. Eza. Fyd.

Fyd.

Eza.

Mira.

Kak Ella.

Irah.

Kak Ella.

Kak Puts.

Kak Mia.

The September babies.

The voodoo dolls gift from Kak Mia.

Irah with her Elmo boxers given as a birthday gift.

Altogether, BTB.

Wahhh.. Mira ngan Eza betul nyer shopping eh. keke.

Lovely sisters.

Mira. Fyd. Eza
The Captain with Irah.

Those were the gifts excluding the pink top and the mobile phone of course.

Overall, I had my fun.
Eventho I seemed to be a lil quiet.. i did enjoy myself with u ladies.
Thanks for everything.
*hugs&kisses*

********

09.09.2008, Tuesday

First iftar with the FEZdarlings.
Dresscode: Cotton On long sleeves

The moments I've been waiting for. We refrained ourself from gosipping and doing all the things that would defeat the purpose of fasting. heh.
Zeema was super hungry lor. She was complaining so much for her food! hahaha.
Tapi lepas makan jeeeee.......

ahh kaaaau! sume lepaskan geram.
mule la gossip2! hahaha.

The outing has always been fun. Just that, something happened in the middle of the way. Poor Eza couldnt snap that much pictures with us. Prolly, soon aye darling.

So here it goess.. the pictures.

Eza&Zeema Darling.

Lawa la tuh muke.. hahaa!

Zeema dah kene reserved okay! hahha.

Our drinks.

Fyd with her spicy kway teow goreng.

Eza with hers.

Zeema with her Chicken Fried Rice.

Right outside of TheCathay.

With Zeema.

With Eza.

We walked from TheCathay to Clarke Quay.
According to Zeema, it wasnt that far. It's just a walking distance.
MEMANG WALKING DISTANCE PON.
SAMPAI SANE PERUT LAPAR.
HAHAHAHA!

Zeema with the lovely fountain.
Happy nyer diaaa!
Peace yaw from Eza.

&this too!

&this one toooo~ woooo~

One Love, FEZ.

The pasrah shots. HAHAHA!

Fyd & Zeema layan diri sendiri.

Seriously I cant think of anything more to say for now. HAHAHA!
cos there's too much for me to update but I'm just plain lazy la.
So pardon me eh. &I'm not sure when I'm gonna do my next update.
So stay tune!

Might be changing my URL in times to come.
So do take note okaaay.
I'll inform you lovelies again!

Take care lovelies.
Have a great weekend in advance!
Bye!