After a lil warm up about the topics need to be learnt, we've decided to leave earlier cos Ajehh was already waiting. So ard 1.15pm, we left. And headed to Ajehh's workplace to fetch him and off to Banquet for lunch. I didnt grab a bite cos I wasnt hungry.. so i've decided to continue my revision. And thanks horr Ajehh.. ini Minah bleh blaja pat mane2 eh! haha. Ajehh was saying.. "First time nampak orang belajar kat Banquet!" ( First time I saw a person studying at Banquet) Yah lorr.. as long as there's a table and a chair, I can start studying liao. BUT, must have the urge. If not, I wont even bother to study la can! So here's the evidence that I did study at Banquet...
& Green Tea has always been my choice! Cheyy.. promoting GreenTea ehh. haha!Afterwhich both BigSis&Ajehh had to part.. And before we left for CityHall, BigSis&Ajehh had a snap!
BigSis and I proceeded to CityHall, and headed for Fullerton Starbucks yaw! But before that we went SuntecCity to collect my reserved item at La Senza. Afterwhich, we headed to Marina Square to get some munchies and off to Starbucks! &since we gotta get something in order to get a place there, we bought ourself ...
Venti Chocolate Cream Chip & Warm Chocolate Cake!Looks appetizing horrr.. Heaven i tell you! I tried that Warm Chocolate Cake before during my birthday last year.. which was like a month plus ago! hek. TheDevilz got surprised me with this cake and a gingerbread man! Very touching indeed!
Then I continued my revision.. while my BigSis happily took pictures of me studying, us & herself! Camwhore sakan Kak Uda aku sorang nih! haha. But hey I did revise hokay! From that comfy sofa all the way on the floor u know! haha! &here's the evidence again that I DID REVISE!
Seee... all the way from the comfy sofa to the floor! haha. Semangat belajar babe.. haha!&it's self-timer photo-taking session! jeng jeng jeng....
Around 7pm, we packed up and headed to town.. cos I wanted to get this top from COTTON ON. But something just stopped me laa.. eventho i did have the moo lahs. Perhaps, some other times then..
We've decided to head home right after that since BigSis had to be home by 9pm. Thanks alot for your company sis! I really had fun yesterday with you! Love youuu!
&here are some pictures editted by BigSis.
Afterwhich, we called it a day!
To add on to the collection of photos I have here..
Below are some collages made by myself,Eza&KakDynaz for our BTB group in Multiply respectively.
Guess, this is the longest entry so far ehh.. Sorry hor. If you're getting bored.. you can always click the redbox with the white cross at the right hand corner of your window! hek.
Things have been going pretty well for me. But some things are just worth keeping. I dont wanna hurt any individual. You have my understanding. You have my thoughts. But please, I'm being nice because i dont wanna bear grudges. But if you choose to show me your negative attitude, i'll just let you be. I cant be bothered, seriously. Again, i dont live to impress/please others. I have my own life. I have my own needs. You wanna hate me, go ahead. Ignore me for all you want. Just fyi, the matter of fact.. i don't hate you. Just disappointed. Hopefully, things will get better. Thank you.
Bf, i miss you superloads. Do come home soon okay. Love you!
We started out in 2005 and became friends. Get closer and start contacting by end of 2005. At that point of time, I was glad to have found sucha nice, funny and cute friend for myself. As the saying goes, when a girl and a guy gets closer.. love will definitely come in the way. Guess, that's how the whole scenario seemed to be like.
In fact, it took me quite a short time to fall in love with him. But it took me long enough, to get to know him deeper. We started meeting each other every saturday even before we were officially together. Back then, i was working part-time while waiting for my O level results. So, money wasnt a problem at all.
I can vividly remember that right after i took my O level results, the first person i met was him. Other than my secondary school friends who's collecting their results too of course. We went to Marina Square to catch a movie. And i was complaining to him how bad my results were and so on. Kept looking and browsing through the courses guidebook.. thinking of which course to choose and so on..
I was happy that he was right by my side at that point of time. Atleast, i could still afford to smile despite of the atrocious results. When school started in Apr 2006, we were still friends. Only till 4th May 2006, that I told myself that "yeah, he's the one."
Since then, he became my everything. All i ever want is him. Till one day that I gotta learn to be independent. Moving on with my daily life without him. That was when he got enlisted. Only god knows how much i missed him and stuffs. Eventually, i got all used to it till he left for Brunei for 3 weeks. Again, only god knows how i felt that time. When he returned, i was like holding on to him all the way never wish to let him go.
Hey baby, just wanna let you know that this heart has always been yours. No one else.
But no good things will stay for long. Till now, I'm holding on strong to this very relationship of ours. Only god knows the ending. =)
Saturday has always been my favourite-est day of the week! Simply because I'll be meeting my boyfriend! hehs.
& none of it seems nice. grrrrraaaaaah~ and thanks to the wind!
Things have been pretty smooth currently and I'm loving it! And Bf is becoming sweeter as days goes by. That's the way.. uh uh uh uh.. I like it.. uh uh uh uh! hahs. And he's never far from being irritating. Guess, that's him!
After a snap with him, i've decided to camwhored alone! heh.
Which resulted in this.
I think you guys might have known this place already just by looking at the seat! Especially to those who loves karaoke-ing just like me! I wanna go karaoke-ing again cans! baaaaah~ macam banyak duit jer aku ehhs.
And just 2 days ago, I met my pretty ladies! My BigSis, Kak Az & Maya! And we sure did have lotsa fun!
My BigSis arrived Woodlands as early as 11am that day. And we're supposed to meet at 12pm. And since, i was just about to get ready.. i was thinking of asking her to come over my place but the prob was she has forgotten the way to my place! and poor BigSis, she had to wait for me at Woodlands Civic Centre's MacDonalds for like an hour or so! She had her breakfast there and I had mine at home. And you guys might be thinking like I'm abit too much eh.. to let her wait for an hour and I could still afford to grab my breakfast at home. The thing is, I don't have money to eat outside.. and BigSis asked me grab my breakfast at home first before I leave. Sweet kan..! heh.
I met her at around 12pm. and around 12.45pm we left woodlands and headed to City Hall. Dropped by BigSis's school to pass a letter to her lecturer and I pretended to be her cousin! hahs. Afterwhich we took a bus to Orchard and dropped by Wheelock Place to collect my PodStar [ babes, i've decided to call it PodStar still. ].
&now that I have my PodStar with me, I never felt bored again! Actually I do have my old MP3 with me. But I didnt really update the songs in it cos i'm way too lazy! haha. Cos I have to manually copy and paste every new song. But with Ipod and the use of iTunes, it's just one click away and every new songs i have in my lappy will be synchronized!
We then headed to Taka to grab a bite of brownie. Heaven i tell you! And there's this video we purposely video-ed it down for Ajehh! and of course, Mas will be the actress la! Takkan la aku plak kan. haha!
And makan brownie pon mesti amek gambar u know!
On our way to Cineleisure to grab my utmost favourite drink!
Yuppy yup! you got it right! Heaven & Earth Jasmine Green Tea!
Once we grabbed 2 bottles of it since it's on promotion, we headed to Taka Garden to camwhore while waiting for Kak Az & Maya!
Self timer tau! Jangan main-main! hek.
While I was on the phone with Mummy, my BigSis snapped pictures of me on the phone.
And.. beeeep beeeeep [ not the song of Mas's ringtone k.] Maya & Kak Az called to tell us that they've reached! So, we met them at Heeren afterwhich we chilled over at Paragon's Coffee Bean and again, we camwhored!
If you're wondering who's the photographer.. Maya's Bf, Shah, was there to be our cameraman of the day! haha.
Maya&Shah had to leave early that day. And so.. Me, BigSis & Kak Az strolled all the way to wherever our feet leads us to.
Kak Az and Me were Mas's models for the day!
Kak Az.
Mas, CicakMan's wife. [as told by BigSis herself.]
After much walking and strolling around, we've decided to chill at the area outside TheCathay at Dhoby Ghaut. & there we go again... CAMWHORING!
At around 8plus, we bid goodbye. & till we meet again, pretty ladies! =)
[ For more pictures, kindly click here! ]
The next day, I reached school only to know that lecture has ended way before 10am! graaaaah! thanks hor. While the rest were paying attention to the solutions for our revision questions for exams, I was busy doing some other things. And this is the evidence. Credits to Huiwen. heh.
yeah, i was obviously playing with the jumper wires! haha. FUN hokay!
I definitely and truly miss this lil boy here. Now that he's in the child care, I'm sure he would be way much much smarter than he already is. Geeez, i love you cutey.
Maybe it's true. Sometimes you just have to let go something or someone that is so dearly to you. Even if it's hard. But things can always been different if you know how to make it different. For now, i'd choose silence. A total silence.
Did i tell you guys that my PodStar is sick again?! geeez.
I'm sad that I must actually sent it back to the customer care for the 2nd time last friday.
And they told me, they will be replacing my PodStar to a new one. Now what should i call this new one? Ideas anyone? Haiya. I really want to have the nick 'Star' in it. Cos previously my the first group of people who get to touch that IpodTouch were my BigSis(Mas), Aidil & Fik. And since we each have the nick 'Star' in our nickname.. that's when i've decided to call it PodStar.
But I'm happy that I could actually collect the new one tmr. And Huiwen, i'll ask them for my spoilt PodStar so that you can try knocking it very hard and who knows it might work again! Haha.
Today, my Lecturer was trying to irritate me. Seriously. I have to actually say something that I didnt do just to cover my shame. Graaaaaah! How can she mentioned abt my 'gunduness' infront of like less than let say 50 students?! And hell, she mentioned about my LabTest I had last Thursday. She could still giggle u know! Naseb baik cikgu favourite.. Kalau taakkk.. grrr.
I'm glad that all the labtests are finally over. Left with that report, presentation and quizzes. And not forgetting my OOP project!
Why am I talking about school now? Sheeeesh. ENOUGH.
To Boyfriend, you know i will always love you no matter what right. And no worries darl, i wont entertain any unknown numbers from any unknown guys. If i were to entertain.. i might probably be telling them off. Saaaaayaaaannnggg you banyaaak baaanyaaaak! See you this Saturday lovee! Muahsss!
Will be meeting these pretty ladies pretty soon!
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REPLY TO TAGS
raleah: saw u in cold storage cwp recently .. hees:)
fyd: geeez. why tak tegurr! next time must tegur okay! what was i doing eh? haha!
zu: fyd, aku rindu kamu. cepat pulang....
fyd: aww. i'm backkkk!
ijah: HELLOOOOOO KAK SOM!!~
fyd: HELLOOO SNORRRLAXXXXKUUUU! hahs.
diL: ehh.. bape lame nie nk hiatus?? kecoh uh lu.. cepat2 make a comeback k. wooo~
fyd: aku tahu la kau rindu aku. kan aku dah comeback nih! heh.
eza: babe. berapa lama nak hiatus??!!!!
fyd: baby, i'm backkk! hahs. *hugs*
mas: :'( darl, i almost cried when i read ur new entry. geez, dont know why. prolly im not feeling well &i felt soo tender &emotional.... grr raah! mas gilerr.yaa, relationship is not easy. glad ure ok &back as per normal. stay strong alritesss, small sis. love you!
fyd: hahs. awww. dont cry k. i was kind of upset when i wrote that. that's why ade macam pedih2 sikit gitu kan. haha! thanks bigsis! loveee you doubleeee! =)
misSYA: omg!omg!omg! i see my name and face there!! tho' not the best one, but it's ok - can meet up again to take better peekture!! hurhurr.. fyd's backk.. **HUGS** thks babe, i'm touched.
fyd: heee. eventho, i didnt really tag over at ur blog that often anymore, i still remember u u know. heh. yesyes, i'll be waiting for that very day! fyd biler part amek gambar tak sabar tau! haha. *hugsss*
bonetoad: finally ur nt nt on hiatus anymore.
fyd: yes bom! i didnt know you read my blog that often. =)
Ayne: did you just trimmed your hair again???
fyd: No Ayne. But i have the urge to trim it. Cos it's kinda thick. hahs.
aidil: ey ey fyddd!thanks a lot.n my link at the top.really appreciate it.
fyd: no worries. and it's at the top cos your initial starts with 'A' thats why! =)
Yunie`: itu dia... hehe. =D and ouh babeee...~ i miss you miss you miss you...ha-ha tapi tak jumpe2. haiya! anyway, *hugs*! =D
fyd: heee. i miss you too babe! and jun and nana too! meet up soon will we! pleaseeee. *hugssss*
mas: ahh see u tmr! yayyyyyy~* *lovesss*
fyd: yesyes. orangey blackk pleasee! heh. LOVE!
famous darls: aaahhhh! i see u tmrow too! hees.
fyd: ohweee! we havent met since last year! hahs. seee you tmr sis! =)
This is what happens when End-Of-Semester is drawing near.
Lots of deadlines have to be met.
Let me show you guys the perks of this week.
Monday [ 21 Jan ]
- Maths Quiz 3
- Electronics Communication Submission of Report and Presentation [ postphoned to this Friday & Monday respectively ]
- Object Oriented Programming Labtest
Tuesday [ 22 Jan ]
- Troubleshooting Labtest
Wednesday [ 23 Jan ]
- Meeting my BigSis aka my BUNNY!
- Meeting Kak Az & Maya as well!
Friday [ 25 Jan ]
- Internet Computing Quiz 2
- Submission of Electronic Communication Report
& today itself, i had lessons till 8.30pm. Baaaaaah~ And i need to wake up early tomorrow. Urgh. If only my body can talk, it will.
Let's put school aside for now.
I felt touched with all the warm welcome i received from my darling friends in multiply as well as msn. And all that moved me to keep blogging now. Thanks alot ya'll!
Ahh.. I guess. I'll end here for today. Cos i cant possibly concentrate when i'm concentrating on the phone talking to my boyfriend! heh. =)
It’s been long since I last updated, ever since I’ve decided to be on hiatus. It took me a long time to heal from all the things that has happened. Nevertheless, I could still put a smile on my face when deep inside I’m still crying and learning my mistakes. I’ve been reflecting on myself. On how I should improve myself and become someone better. Even though a person can never be perfect, but at least… you can try to be one as you have a choice to.
In life, it’s all about choices. You can choose to be happy or sad, good or bad or worst and so on. But one thing’s for sure... You know you’ve chosen this for a reason. And make that reason an aim, so that at least you will not lose track. But being me, myself and I… I’ve always been putting myself on one’s shoe. That has always been my principle. And yes, I followed my dad. Guess, it runs in the blood. Dad is a quiet kind of person. And I got that from him too. Dad thought me to always give in. That’s why I’m always giving in. Even though, at times I do advise friends that they must always put themselves ahead of others. But the fact that I didn’t, it just contradicts to what I have said to how I reacted.
Dad, you are my inspiration. And mum, you are my pillar of strength. Mum has always been giving me advices. Wanting me to make them proud. And not to give up. And I guess, they really brought me up very well. I think of the consequences before I do things. Simply because, I don’t want to regret later. I know I’m only 19, and that I must enjoy life. But what does ‘enjoy’ actually means? Does it mean ‘partying’? ‘Fooling around’? Or…?
People might think that I’m ‘kental’, but hey… it’s good to be ‘kental’ in some ways. (My Chinese friends, if you don’t understand what ‘kental’ is... do ask your Malay friends but not me k. I can’t find the exact English word. Heh. ) At times, you got to think ahead. You won’t find the answer now, but in future… you will. It’s not what happens now that’s important but what comes after is. As tomorrow is a mystery.
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Guess everyone has opened a new chapter for the year 2008. And I’ve yet to open mine. 2007 has made a great impact on my life. Cos all along, I’ve been talking about life, friendship & relationship.
I’ve made a few great friends around. And that’s what makes it way more special and meaningful. And along the way, it was my 1st anniversary with my one and only babylove which falls on
This sure is the greatest relationship I had so far. And geeez, you don’t know how much hope I’ve put on it. The sacrifices we’ve made. And it really taught me to be stronger and most importantly being patient. In every relationship, there are sure to have ups and downs. And it takes time to actually cross every hurdle that we’re facing. Only time will tell. If you’re keen and strong enough, eventually you will overcome all of them. To think about it, our 2nd anniversary would be approximately in 4 months time.
Apart from this relationship, I’ve found this lady who never fails to cheer me up every time when I was down. She totally is a gift from the above. She’s like my own sis, which is why I called her my Big Sis. She treated me like her Lil Sis. She’s my companion while Hakim is away.
And she’s the reason to why I’m standing strong here. To link to that, there are a few other people who never fail to give me never-ending advices. One of which is my darling girlfriend, Nur Ayuni Hazwani.
She’s there when I’m at my lowest. Consoling me when I’m crying like a little kid for nothing. I am lucky enough to have these beautiful girls in my life. And hey, I’ve never forgotten my lovely Iniquitous Chiques comprising of Ayuni, Junaidah, Ruzanna and myself.
Guess, I have lots of ‘thank you(s)’ to dedicate it too. It will be a very long list if I were to list down each and every one of them down. Nevertheless, thank you so much guys. You know who you are. The RJ-ians and the Multiply-ians.
After a year or so getting to know this group of people, I’ve already enjoyed their company. They are a great bunch of people with full of joke and laughter. Very merry I can say. And of course, I believe they are the ones who seem to be so close to Hakim’s heart. That I cannot deny. I have yet to know them deep inside. It takes time guys. It really is. It’s not easy to actually fully understand each and everyone of your personality and same goes vice versa. But I’ve never regret knowing you guys. Without Hakim, I’d never get the chance to meet ya’ll.
2007 was definitely the best year for me. For I’ve met a lot of new people. One of them was Syarah.
Another lady whom I’ve met once but treated me like her own younger sis is Kak Diana.
I met her in Tagged and she introduced me to Multiply. Since then, we became close. She’s someone who can never be replaced lahs.
And of course from there, I know these beautiful babes like Eza, Irah, Mira, Kak Mia, Kak Ella, Ziema & lots more. See, how I widen my circle of girlfriends in just one year. Hahs.
To those whom I missed out, my apologies ya. But whatever it is, I do really treasure that friendship. =)
