Sunday, February 24, 2008
At times, I wonder where I've gone wrong. What were my mistakes. My bad. & etc..
I don't even know why I'm feeling this way now even after meeting him. I thought I missed him a whole truckload but I seemed to be much quieter now. I'm wondering myself. I admit that that 10 hours meet was insufficient. Whatsmore when I'm not my usual self.
The truth is I'm crying while typing all this down. I'm not quite sure what I'm crying about. Sometimes, i wonder if i make a good girlfriend, friend, cousin and daughter. Too many discrimination has been made against me. Which I think I could still accept it cos I'm way too far from perfect.
Even at this point of time, I dont even know what I'm blabbering about. This shows there's something wrong with me but I've yet to find out.
To Hakim, get well soon. Have a good rest. Love you.
& to all, have a great weekends.
& i think i'm falling sick now. urgh.
bye.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
B, I MISS YOU.sigh.
thoughts of you have been lingering in my mind for a few days now.
i couldn't even turn and take a look at the couples i'd bump outside.
i'm miss the way you would caress me everytime we meet.
i love you b.
I'm so looking forward to meet you this Saturday.
We'll have a great time k love.
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
Oh!
I'm into you
And boy
No one else would do
Cause with every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know no I can't be the only one
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight
With the love of thee life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you
And I,
Will never try to deny
that you're my whole life
Cause if you ever let me go
I would die
So I won't front
I don't need another man
I just need your all and nothing
Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day
Friday, February 15, 2008
I'm supposed to be revising for my upcoming exams which is like in 4 days time, I guess it's only proper if I have my thoughts typed down here in my blog. Heh. If not, I cannot focus on studies you know.
Well, currently I'm listening to RIA 89.7FM with Fiza O on air with one of her popular segment 'Oooo..' where ladies will share their secrets with her in almost about everything. I heard of many stories where the longest relationship may come to an end without us realising or expecting. Guess, the no. of years or how long you are with your partner.. dont matter anymore. It's how you show your love, care&concern is the most important. To let them know that they are not forgotten. A simple 'i love you' sms will do the thing.
To those heartbreakers, remember that KARMA do exists. =)
I've come to realise that nothing means much more than saying 'I LOVE YOU'.
LOVE YOU BABY!
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Two days back..
I met up my BigSis! We totally had a great time commemorating Advanced Valentine's Day. We met up over at City Hall ard 1pm. Afterwhich we headed to Marina Square to grab our lunch since I've been complaining to her that my stomach started to play drum 'dung dung cheng..' okay bedek! haha!
on our way to Starbucks @ Fullerton..
Our plan was to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks as requsted by the Chipmunks lover[ME]. But as soon as we got a spot there in Starbucks, we started to sit down and talk our hearts out about our probs and so on. Kesian my chipmunks! takpe. BigSis, u slalu klua u bawak mika kan.. next up, I bawak Theodore k. hek.
Eventho the place was quite packed that day, we still took the chance to camwhore. & again, self-timer session.. heh.
( Sampai hati my BigSis, edit my muke sumer to black&white. Dah macam orang2 zaman polis sluar pendek dulu. eh tapi cool kan, time zaman polis sluar pendek dulu.. dah diterbitkan MANGO PASSION juice. Bagus Starbucks promote air! haha.)
So, when the bontot gets panas.. we've decided to leave for Marina Square. Before that, we dropped by Fullerton Hotel's ladies. heh.
my gorgeous big sis with her bestfriend right behind her. heh.
Along the way.. we took the chance to camwhore again.
& our DOPE-st photo for the day!
Mas: Kau nak tahu Fyd, semalam laki aku belikan aku emas berlian kau! Macam nak pengsan aku!
Fyd: Eleh! menyampah nyer aku. Macam la laki aku tak bleh belikan aku gituu! HMPF.
That's all folks!
we'll meet again next wednesday okay darl! LOVE YOU! *hugs&kisses!*
Next up, a shoutout to theDevilz Sista..
Have a great birthday babe! May all your wishes do come truee! & all the best in your future endeavours! See you when i see you! *hugs&kisses*
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Guys, lets sit down together and catch the greatest showdown tomorrow!
theREDDEVILS vs theGUNNERS! heh.
VS
Thursday, February 14, 2008
First and foremost..
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
to all couples who's celebrating this special day. may you have a great day ahead & treasure this special day spending the time with your loved ones! =)
To Bf, Happy Valentines Day eventho we're not celebrating it. But i guess it's much proper if i were to wish you just to commemorate the term 'Valentines Day'. Hope you enjoy your stay at the chalet with your great Charlie Company.
Pertaining to that, I've seen most of the flower shops in Singapore got 'rainpoured' with lots of great, sweet, loving gentlemen ordering bouquets for their partners. Sucha sweet gesture. May their relationship be blessed and last till eternity. =)
Me& my BigSis, commemorated Advanced Valentine's Day together earlier on. Eventho it's kind of a random outing, but still it's a special day for us. We were of the same boat currently, but nothing beats the fun we had together. Will elaborate on that in my next entry aye.
To those gentlemen out there who have yet to wish your gfs on this Valentines Day, pls do so. Cos a wish gives a thousand meaning to us ladies. Other than that, treat them good and treasure what you have now.
Monday, February 11, 2008
As far as some of you might know, Hakim will be away for 2 weeks. He will only be back on the 23rd. Sigh.At times, you think life is just so unfair. Whatsmore having to wait for that long. Well, it isnt that long compared to that 3 weeks I had to wait when he fled to Brunei. It's all about patience. & my patience has jolly well been tested to that extent where i can tolerate more of this. Hurhur. I'm not being a "devil" here.. but yeah, if i can tolerate 3 weeks.. why not 2 weeks, right?Oh yeah, I'm getting used to it.. LIKE VERY.
BUT the fact that I missed him like a crazy woman even when he's right infront me never change okay! That I have to post this up just to let him know he's not forgotten and has always been missed by his little cute, lovely, sweet, PAMPERED & whatever good thing that exist girlfriend. Oh, did i just exaggerate on that? Pardon me. So yaaa Hakim, I MISSED YOU LIKE A MOTHER WHO JUST LOST HER SON! -_-"
Do come home soon dear. I really missed you eventho you're kind of irritating when you're back home. heh. Nevertheless, I love you still. Strong-strong k b! heee. Muaaahs!
At times, you cant take things for granted. There's a thing called, INITIATIVE. which i think you'd never even bothered to think about it.
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Great day spent with my friends, Fir & Sha.
Supposed to meet at 3.30pm. But since someone woke only at 3pm after so many wake up calls, we've decided to postphone the time to 4pm. Thanks hor to that someone!
Everyone reached only at 4.30pm. Which i lied to both of them saying that I've already reached like 4.10pm. when actually i just boarded the train to Jurong East la! haha. & so being as kanchiong as they could be after being nagged be me, Fir reached earlier than me only to know that I havent reach. HAHA! But still, i'm not late! Sha was late.
Soon after Sha arrived, we boarded the train to Raffles Place. Headed to Starbucks @ Fullerton to chill before we proceed to have our dinner. We do lots of catching-up about our life and reminisce the times we were in the same class back in secondary school. Oooohh.. I lovee catching-up & reminiscing. Where we would laugh and the dumbest things we've done back then. Bringing back memories on how 'good' students we were last time.
Oh while chit-chatting, we saw Mr Lee Kuan Yew at Fullerton! Super excited u know! haha. But still, he's too far from us laa.. if not can approach him already.
Ard 7pm, we left Starbucks and headed to Marina Square.
We've planned way earlier than today that we're gonna dine in at Swensens. It was Fir's treat though.
& so we first ordered...
Chicken Mushroom Spaghetti. [Sha's choice of dish]
Spaghetti Bolognaise. [Fyd's choice of dish.]
Breaded Chicken Meuniere. [Fir's choice of dish.]While waiting for the food to be served, we camwhored. heh.
As soon as we've finished eating our pastas while main course for Fir, we ordered ourself a Chocolate Crunch. We've decided to share cos we're way too full la.
We did some camwhoring posing with the ice cream.
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eavenly sweet and yummilicious!Afterwhich, we've decided to head home as Fir is working at 11pm. Anyways, thanks alot Fir. Next time, blanje kter lagi k! hek.
Before we bid goodbye, we took a last snap!
Okay, i looked super round there! urgh.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
Before that, i've got something to announce. I think I've fallen for this Soler guys.
To be exact, only the one with goatee la.
Thanks to Huiwen la! Handsome kann! graaaaah.
Ohh Bf, I still love you as much as I always do. Miss you love!
I dont have time to tolerate all they nonsense that you've all created. I'd take it as a challenge. I'm so gonna prove you people wrong, you bloody bobal-world people. Just wait and see. Look down on me all you want, but please.. go mirror yourself first way before you start to look down on just anybody. Buzz off!
Thursday, February 07, 2008
It was the eve of CNY yesterday and the girls decided to meet. Since most of the shops are shut down for like 3 days, we've decided to settle down for Mosi Cafe as recommended by darling Ayun.
We're supposed to meet up at 4pm.. and being girls we are, being late is a norm. But we're not that late tho. We ended up meeting at Bugis ard 4.45pm. Afterwhich we headed to Mosi Cafe. The place was yeah, cosy, as told by Ayun herself. With sofas and carpeted floor. Cool u know! Dah macam pat rumah. Well, not exactly! But we did feel like we're at home cos as far as i know, we're the most kecohrable there compared to the larger group of people who were there too.
& darling Haniz told me that she wanted to order her food when the guy who served us thought that we needed his help to capture our photos. And so he did capture one group pic of us. And here it is..
We all had different kinds of sandwiches each. Darling Faezah had Baked Potato with Egg Sandwich, darling Haniz had that Spicy Sardine Sandwich, darling Ayun had Hotdog with Egg Sandwich while i had Tuna with Egg Sandwich. If you guys are wondering why we all had sandwiches and think that we're on diet or something, NO WE ARE NOT!When the cafe gets crowded, we left. We walked all the way to Esplanade. Along the way, we did stop by Parkway Square to camwhore! It was sucha lovely spot to camwhore! Seriously! I love the statues! haha. &here's the evidence..
See the miang poses? Very miang lor! Tak boleh tahsyan!
Then we continued our journey, walking, laughing at the littlest things, dancing (especially Faezah [dah macam anak beruk tau! haha.]) & not forgetting to camwhore by any chance there were! haha. GIRLS huh. We've decided to stepped in to Raffle's Place Shopping Centre's toilet since the two AUNTIES [ the older ones among me&Ayun ] needed to pee. I can vividly remember how Faezah nagged at me for just touch-up -ING my eyeliner whereas she did more touch-ups than me! Maknenek betul! haha! We did have time to camwhore in the toilet too! Cooolios kan.
We passed by the CNY fair located at Padang. I felt suffocated la. I just feel that most of the uncles there got this 'sick' face. The more I see them, the more I feel like running away from the crowd! Seriously. I was hoping Bf was there so that I could cling on him. Urgh.
Anyways, we headed to the exact spot where we captured a group photo of ourself 4 years back at Fullerton. Since it's crowded yest, it's only safer that we asked a lady to help us snap our photos instead of using the self-timer. So here it is..
4 years back...
NOW.
Uh uh.. we last had a proper date was when we were 16. & look how much we have grown now. Okay can go on and laugh if you want to upon looking at the pics taken 4 years back aye. haha!Next stop was a chill at Starbucks Fullerton. I bumped into my darling gf, Shafira, there. Sadly, she was heading home already. The 4 of us ordered drinks and cakes. Faezah&Me had oreo cheesecake with our own choice of drink while Haniz&Ayun had warm chocolate cake with their own choice of drink too.
We chilled till ard 9.30pm before we head for home.
Before we bid goodbye, we managed to snap a couple or two.
There were times that i wanna feel tall. & the two Aunties granted my wish by pretending to be short! hek.
To wrap up, here are a few of the photos taken with the girls yesterday.
For more pictures do click here !
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Next up, I'd like to show you how me & BigSis irritate each other through MSN dp.
I'll bring you to Jurong soon okay darl! =) *hugs*
Anyways, I'd like to share you a link where you can shop online for my friend has just opened an online shop on multiply. Do give her your support! =) Simply click on the link below! thanks.
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REPLY TO TAGS
ifah: ini aidil memang takde kerja pergi blog orang and tagged "lalalalalal" ahaha so funny lah this guy. anyway, hello fyd! i was here. hope you enjoy this cny holidays with ur loved ones!
fyd: haha! betul tuh! hello ifah! have a great holiday yeah!
lemang: tengok tu.. dah gambar dulu kental, abey tak senonoh plak tu, ade ke baru bangun pi cium ngan peluk bdk kecik.. adoi........................hahahahahaha
fyd: diam eh mang! aku tendang nak?
ayun: mwacks mwacks fyd! nak klua ngan you lagikkkk. hugs many many! hihi. aku sukeeee girly outing.
fyd: muaaahhs ayunn! bile u nak klua ngan i lagik? 2012 ke? *hugs*
tina: hi der, u're a very sweet gal.. didnt noe dat u're frm nyp.. hope 2 bump into u someday.. btw wat course r u in?
fyd: geez, thanks tina! you're from Nyp too? great! i'm in ECC, urself? anyways, thanks for dropping by aye!
mas: happy CNY to u my small sis!!! *hugss*
fyd: Happy CNY to you too bigSis! muaaahs!
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
I'd like to be the first one to wish ALL CHINESE, especially my fellow irritating classmates and chinese girlfriends...
XIN NIAN KUAI LE!
May this new year bring you luck and prosper. Most importantly, have a great celebration! and lastly i'd like to say this again, XIN NIAN KUAI LE! =)
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
2 days ago, my darling lil cousin celebrated his 6th birthday over at my place. Came along my Uncle who's living in Jurong. & i could actually smell FUN even before they arrived. haha! & as usual, I just woke up everytime they reached. So being as tak-tahu-malu as i can be, i could actually salam them and whatsmore eat the longans they bought! haha. wait! i'm not done yet! haha. I could stay play around with my lil cousins. Kiss&Hug them like nobody's business! The great thing was, they tak geli! haha.
Had a mini celebration with a 1kg cake from Prima Deli (Family's No.1 Choice) & MUNCHY DONUTS! Before cutting-the-cake session, I dragged my two lil cousins Saiful&Irfan to Causeway Point to get their birthday gifts! Well, Saiful's Birthday was on the 6th of January. &since I'm getting something for Irfan, I've decided to get Saiful his too! They took so long to choose you know! Geram je!
We didnt really take much photos during cutting-the-cake session tho. Cos Aunty's digicam battery went flat even before we could snap more. Nevertheless, we did enjoy the cake and the donuts! PER mahh.. haha!
After much family discussion, which makes me a lil irritated tho..hahs, all decided to shop at Causeway Point. My aunt wanted to get herself a nice not-to-high heels for her company dinner while her daughter got herself a pair of brown alice crocs! & again, CROCS has definitely been our FAMILY'S NO.1 CHOICE! Uncle wanted to get himself one, but sadly.. most of the sizes are already out of stock! Tuh laa.. suruh beli siang2 taknak.. Dah abes baru nak carik! haha. Nvm Uncle, I'm sure they do still have stocks over at Vivo or Marina Square!
Before we parted, the naughty lil boys camwhored. As usual la, i'll be their photographer! and they will go like... " Kak Nora! Amek lagi amek lagi! Cepat!" chet. takpe2. They posed with their new BENTEN vest they got! So miang! Dah macam traffic police! See! kids nowadays are so very the lucky!
& not forgetting this lil one! He very the malu you know! He even covered his face with his hands when we called his name! haha.
Apart from all these cute 'things', i'm meeting my darling primary school girlfriends tomorrow! Yeah, a reunion like we always did few yrs back! See you pretty girls soon yaw! =)
Sunday, February 03, 2008
A girl & A guy. Two hearts become one.
ONE LOVE.
These two hearts met and officially became one on the 4th of May 2006. &since today is the 4th of February 2008, they will be celebrating their 21st Monthsary.
Muhd Luqman Nul Hakim Bin Said & Nur Rafidah Bte Roozaine.
He's a Libra. While she's a Capricorn.
Now let's take a look at their love match.
When Capricorn Dates a Libra
First of all, I would like to take this very opportunity to wish my dearest lil cousin,
Muhd Irfan Danish Bin Zulkiflee..
A HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY!
Mind you, he got a PSP as a birthday gift when he's only 6! and i got it when i'm 19! haha. I can vividly remember this.. when i told Bf abt it. And he went like .. " Ah yelaa.. dengar2 mase you 6 tahun dulu dah ade PSP. Gameboy pon belum tahu ade!" hoowwkaayyy... i was merely telling how lucky this boy is. grr. nevermind! anyways irfan, study hard hokay! takmo naughty2 eh! and please, throw your pacifier away okay! Love you!
Brrrr. Yesterday's weather was definitely cold-like-ice! And mind you I had my shower at night when it's nearly 12.30am! haha. I was already feeling giddy after the bus ride home. And I could still bring myself up here sitting in front of the lappy chatting with my dearest BigSis till i've forgotten to have my shower! And i seriously feel that i'll be down with fever soon! Cos why? Cos we went cycling earlier on at ECP while it's still raining! I was feeling all cold la, but what to do.. my sweaters were all in the laundry!
& That's LianaDhir!
We definitely had fun earlier on! Eventho, it's tiring. We rented 2 double seaters. One for LukeFyd and one for LianaDhir. & my attempt to lead failed! haha. Bf's too heavy i guess. Seriously, I cannot balance la! eh not bcos i dont know how to cycle eh! I know, just that Bf is way too heavy for me! HAHA!
We had our breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner, well at least for me, at the Food Village located there. As usual, i'd get the finger licking barbeque chicken wings and we had satay too! But the satay wasnt that tasty compared to the ones i had before this. Prolly, different stall la kan. But nevertheless, the chicken wings made my day! heh.
Afterwhich we continued cycling to return the bicycles before we headed home. Being as gentlemen as they can be, Nadhir sent Liana home while Bf sent me home. heh. & I hurriedly search for food once i reached home! haha. Tired u know. Eat already, then cycle! Of course, i'll get hungry again. hahs.
I so cannot wait for the date with my darling primary school girlfriends namely Ayun, Faezah & Ct! I miss you girls damn much la! See youu sooon!
